the video from JCW titled as friendly
message for camp summer staff
wednesday june 26th 2013
4.09am the 6 min video that came out a couple of days ago titled as
friendly message for camp summer staff I would like to say a little
bit of what I think of that video.
on that video there are several
different speakers there on that video & from all the things that
were discussed in that 6 min video I would like to give my opinion on
some of the things that were discussed in that video there.
At around 3.40 into the video when
rabbi jacobson says not to deny what you have done but to admit to
what you have done I would like to say something about that.from the
36 people on JCW I am the only one from the 36 people that is
admitting publicly on my own website to what I have done.not one of
the other 35 people are admitting to what they have done the way that
I am doing it.they might admit to it privately to their friends &
family but not one of the other 35 people are admitting to it the way
that I am doing it.so when you see how the other 35 people on JCW
will not admit to what they have done I am the only one from the 36
people that is admitting to it the way that rabbi jacobson said it
should be done.
& that,s not the only thing.one of
the other things that was discussed in that 6 min video I would like
to give my opinion on one of the other things that was also discussed
in that 6 min video.at around 2 min into the video when rabbi levka
caplan says how much harm a rebbie can do to his talmud by calling
the talmud an insulting name I would like to say something about
that.
Let,s say somebody comes over to me &
calls me an insulting name I usually ignore it.yes it does hurt when
somebody insults me but I just ignore it.the only time that I get
angry is if the person either
uses his hands on me or
threatens to use his hands on me or
is continuosly following me around all
over the place & no matter where I go this person is just
following me around all over the place no matter where I go
those are the only times that I will
get angry.but if a person comes over to me & calls me an
insulting name I just ignore it & not let it bother me.
Now when rabbi caplan speaks about how
bad it is for a rebbie to insult his talmud I usually just ignore it
if somebody insults me.but when you watch the video & around 2
min into the video when rabbi caplan speaks about how bad it is for a
rebbie to insult his talmud but yet when somebody comes to me &
uses his hands on me what,s about that?
Yes I must admit that a rebbie calling
his talmud an insulting name is a very bad thing to do but using your
hands on somebody is much worse than calling somebody an insulting
name.
Now around 30 sec into the video when
meir seewald says that he will not tolerate any kind of abuse &
he(meir seewald)says that he does not care who you are which family
you come from or even the biggest name he will expose you if you
molest a child than a little bit after that like one min into the
video when rabbi jacobson says that imagine that you are in the worst
mood the hottest temper would you entertain the idea to molest a
child?ok I understand that.when I used to molest children over 10
years ago I was very depressed back then I did not realize how
serious it was & I did not mean any harm & if you go to
article #46 everything that I spoke about in article #46 happens to
be in my favor but despite everything that I spoke about in article
#46(which happens to be in my favor)I still have nothing against meir seewald for putting me on his site &
the fact that I am on his site I am accepting that as a punishment
for what I once used to do to kids over 10 years ago.
Now when I first saw myself over a year
ago on what was then crown heights watch I got very frightened &
I threatened to publicoze the names of my victims if I don,t get
removed.that,s what I did when I first saw myself over a year ago on
what was then crown heights watch.the reason I did that is because I
got very frightened when I saw myself on what was then crown heights
watch.but later on I realized that it was very wrong of me to do that
& I did not complain when I saw myself back up on JCW.the only
time I get angry is if people pick on me because they know that I am
disabled & I can not fight back.that,s the only time that I get
angry.
Menachem piekarski.
