Article #71 (continued from article #70)

noson ezagui

wednesday sept 24^th 2014 6.05pm erev rosh hashanah .this past sunday night when noson blocked me from walking down kingston ave forcing me to go around the block just to get where I was going there is one thing that he did that I really liked a lot.when he blocked me from walking down kingston forcing me to go around the block just to get where I was going he gave me an answer to everything that I asked him about.he was nice enough to give me an answer to everything that I asked him about & I really liked that a lot.the fact that he answered everything that I asked him about I really liked that a lot.i will tell you how the conversation went between me & him as he blocked me from walking down kingston ave by carrol st on front of hamafitz.this is how the conversation went.

Me!can you please let me go by?

him!i am not letting you go by.turn around & walk back towards your house.I dont want a molester like you walking the streets of crown heights.turn around & walk back towards your house

Me!did I do something to you?

Him!yes you did plenty of things to me.you molested this particlar person(can not say his name because if I do then I am publicizing the names of my victims if I do)& you never apologized for it.

Me!i apologized many times for it.

Him!but he does not want to forgive you.

Me!it is now before rosh hashanah & I want to ask mechilah to this particlar person(can not say his name because if I do then I am publicizing the names of my victims if I do)for what I once did to him.

Him!but he does not want to forgive you.

Me!ok bring him here now & I will apologize to him for what I once did to him 11 years ago.

Him!no you go get him.what you think I am your servant?you molested him you go get him yourself.

Me!i dont know where he is

him!that,s not my problem.if you don,t know where he is that is your problem not mine.

Me!i am really very sorry for what I once did to him.now can you let me go by?

Him!no until he forgives you I am not going to let you go by until he forgives you.

Me!i really dont know what to do now.

Him!well until he forgives you I am going to stand over here right now & not let you go by until he forgives you.

& this is how the conversation went in between me & noson as he was blocking me & not letting me go by this past sunday night by carrol & kingston.

& because I can not fight back I had no choice but to just listen to him & go around the block just to get where I was going.

Now despite the inconvenience of having to go around the block just to get where I was going at least I got to see what kind of a person he really is.

He really showed me what kind of a person he really is.

I am going to imitate noson & show him what kind of a person he really is.this is the kind of person that noson really is.

I HAVE THE RIGHT TO DECIDE WHO I WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH & WHO I DO NOT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH.THE FACT THAT

A)MENACHEM IS DISABLED

B)WHAT HIS FATHER DID TO HIM IS MUCH WORSE THAN WHAT HE DID TO ANY OF THE ONES THAT HE MOLESTED AS A KID

C)MENACHEM SUFFERS ALOT FROM BEING DEPRESSED

D)MENACHEM DIDNT REALIZE HOW SERIOUS IT IS & DIDNT MEAN ANY HARM

ALL OF THIS DOESN,T MEAN ANYTHING & JUST BECAUSE MENACHEM HAS APOLOGIZED FOR THIS 50 MILLION TIMES THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT ANYBODY HAS TO FORGIVE HIM JUST BECAUSE HE APOLOGIZED FOR IT 50 MILLION TIMES & BECAUSE I DECIDED NOT TO FORGIVE HIM I HAVE THE FULL RIGHT TO

A)USE NIVUL PEH ON HIM

B)EMBARRAS & INSULT HIM AS MUCH AS I WANT

C)BLOCK HIM FROM WALKING DOWN KINGSTON AVE

D)TOUCH HIM & USE MY HANDS ON HIM ANY TIME I FEEL LIKE IT

E)SPY ON HIM EITHER FROM A CAR OR FROM A NEARBY BUILDING TO MEET HIM AT A CERTAIN LOCATION AT A CERTAIN TIME

I HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO ALL OF THIS TO HIM SIMPLY BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO FORGIVE HIM FOR WHAT HE ONCE USED TO DO TO KIDS OVER 11 YEARS AGO

ok so at least I got to see what kind of a person noson really is.anyways thank you noson for showing me what kind of a guy you really are.i really like how you showed me what kind of a guy you really are.

Thank you for doing that for me.i will tell you a couple of very funny things about this.

Some of the people that are against me for what I once did to kids they like to pick on me at a time when they know that everybody is out in the streets doing their shopping before yom tov.like half a year ago it was a couple of days before pesach when his cousin 29 year old mendy ezagui from 706 estrn pkwy apt 6a that used to work by kahans but works for manischewitz now so as I am doing my shopping before pesach mendy stops me near kol tuv grocery store doesnt let me go0 anywhere & takes a picture of me against my will.nosons cousin 29 year old mendy ezagui did that to me half a year ago a couple of days before pesach.then when I complained about it over here what does mendy do.he goes ahead ahead meets me in 770 takes out his cellphone & video records me till I was about to cross eastern parkway to get to my house.

Now when mendy did that to me a couple of months ago(if you go to article #69 I spoke about it over there)until that happened to me I thought that it was against the law to photograph & videotape somebody without his permission.thats what I thought.but after mendy did that to me at the beginning of the summer couple of months ago thats when I found out the law that if you are in a public place then you are allowed to photograph & videotape anybody you like in a public place even without their permission.i found this out after his cousin 29 year old mendy ezagui did this to me a couple of months ago.

Ok so legally by law whenever I walk down kingston anybody is allowed to take out their camera photograph & videotape me & there is nothing that I can do to stop them from doing it.i found this out after his cousin mendy did this to me a couple of months ago.but let me say one other thing also.

There is a difference between what is legally allowed by law & what is against the halacha.& just because it is legal to do it does not mean that it is muttar by halacha.& there are a lot of things that legally by law if I really want to do this I can do it legally but doing it is against the halacha & thats the reason why I am not doing it.its legal but its against the halacha & because its against the halacha thats the reason why I am not doing it because its against the halachah.

Today wednesday erev rosh hashanah I saw noson doing hatoras nedarim today erev rosh hashanah at 2pm.the main shul of 770 was closed off at that time.he was doing hatoras nedarim in the area where the sukkah goes.he was doing hatoras nedarim in the area of the sukkah near the wall that is closer to brooklyn ave in the area where there are concrete benches attached to the wall there.he was reading out loud today at around 2.05pm.i saw him there & because he was doing hatoras nedarim I really could have done something to him if I really wanted to.but I didnt even think about doing anything to him then because if I would have done anything to him at that time I would have done the biggest aveiroh that anybody could possibly do if I would have done something to him at that time(even worse than what I once did to kids)because I would have been doing something to somebody while he is doing a mitzvah.doing something to somebody while he is doing a mitzvah is the biggest aveiroh in the whole entire torah & I certainly didnt want to do something like that especially on erev rosh hashanah.

So you see I really could have done something to noson today but I didnt want to do such a big aveiroh like that especially erev rosh hashanah & thats the reason why I didnt do anything to him when he was doing hatoras nedarim.i saw him there today doing hatoras nedarim in the area of the sukkah by the concrete bench that is attached to the wall there.i saw him there today reading it out loud at 2.05pm.ok its now 6.05pm & licht bentchen is in another 20 minutes & I have to go now & get ready for yom tov

menachem piekarski

Article #70

noson ezagui

monday sept 22^nd 2014 1.45am generally I am used to it allready & because I am used to it it does not bother me at all because I am used to it.the last time that I saw noson & he did not do anything to me was about 3 or 4 years ago.everytime that me & noson have seen each other in the past 3 or 4 years he always did something to me.there was not one time that me & noson have seen each other in the past 3 or 4 years that he did not do something to me.everytime that me & noson have seen each other in the past 3 or 4 years he has always harrassed me everytime that me & noson have seen each other in the past 3 or 4 years he has always done something to me everytime that me & noson have seen each other in the past 3 or 4 years.

Now because noson has always done something to me everytime that we see each other now I am used to it & because I am used to it it does not bother me at all because I am used to it from him already.

Just a couple of hours ago at 7.30pm I am walking down kingston ave.when I was at the corner of kingston & carrol right by hamafitz seforim shop me & noson happened to be passing each other in oposite directions at the corner of kingston & carrol.i was walking down kingston towards crown st & he was walking up kingston towards president & as we passed each other on front of hamafitz by carrol noson blocks the sidewalk & refuses to let me go by.he just stands there on the sidewalk & does not let me go by & no matter how much I tried to get by him I was unable to & I had to go around the block because of this.

Now from all the times that he has started up with me in the past like when he attacked me & beat me up on front of my house 2 years ago as well as the punch that he gave me in the back almost 2 years ago as well as all the other times that he has used his hands on me something like this does not bother me at all.i am used to it already.beleive me when he attacked me 2 years ago by my house & I couldnt even get him locked up for that something like this does not bother me at all.he is standing there not letting me go by letting everybody else go by except me from all the other times that he has done somnething to me like attacked me 2 years ago by my house as well as all the other things that he has done to me I am used to such behavior from him & now it doesnt bother me at all that he is behaving like this.

Let me just say one thing to you noson.after 120 years you are going to have to give a very big din vcheshbon for what you are doing to me now.if you are going to try & compare what I once did to kids to what you are doing to me now what I did to kids does not even come close to what you are doing to me now.first of all all the people that are aginst me for what I once did to kids this includes you noson as well as all the otherrs that are against me for what I once did to kids if I am such a terrible person then why don,t you go over to article #46 read everything that I spoke about in article #46 & give me an answer to what I spoke about over there.from all the people that are against me for what I once did to kids if I am such a terrible person then why dont you go over to article #46 & give me an answer to what I spoke about over there.from all the people that are against me not one person was able to give me an answer to what I spoke about over there.

Now tell me the truth noson.when you were blocking me from going by you told me that you are doing this because of what I once did to kids.i have 3 different answers to that.

1)if I am such a terrible person then why dont you go over to article #46 read what I spoke about in article #46 & give me an answer to everything that I spoke about there plus.

2)if I knew how to fight I would have really given it to you if I knew how to fight but because I can not fight back thats the reason why I had no choice but to just listen to you & go around the block.if I knew how to fight you would not have done that to me because I would have just walked by & pushed you out of the way if I was able to fight back.thats what I would have done if I knew how to fight.picking on somebody because you know that he is disabled & can not fight back(because you wouldnt have done that to me if I would have been stronger than you are)you are going to have to give a very big din vcheshbon for what you are doing to me now.plus

3)I said it very clearly on this site.anybody that has any complaints against me can go to my good friend chanina sperlin speak to him about it & he will speak to me about it.so if I really did something to you then why dont you go over to chanina speak to him about it & he will speak to me.the reason you wont go to chanina is because you know that I didnt even do anything to you.because if I really did something to you then why dont you go over to chanina & speak to him about it?

Blocking me & not letting me go by let me tell you something.from all the other times that you have done things to me like when you attacked me by my house 2 years ago as well as all the other times that you did something to me this doesnt bother me at all.i am used to.but let me just say one thing.after 120 years you are going to have to give a very big din vcheshbon for what you are doing to me now.i just wanted to make sure that you know that.KSIVAH VACHASIMAH TOVAH LSHONO TOVAH UMESUKAH

menachem piekarski (continues with article #71)

Article #69

i am not going to give out his name but i will tell you what happened

Monday june 30^th 2014 4.15am now If I really want to give out his name I could but I wont.if I really want to give out his name I could but I wont but I am going to tell you what happened.i am not going to give out his name but I am going to tell you what happened without giving his name out & I will tell you what happened.

One particular guy who has used his hands on me in the past he was following me all over the place & videotaping me without my permission.he was just following me all over the place in 770 on kingston ave videotaping me wherever I was going.now usually I dont mind if somebody videotapes me.like if you want to videotape in 770 & all over the place thats fine & I have nothing against you for it.

The only thing is that this person that was videotaping me in 770 he has used his hands on me in the past & because he has used his hands on me in the past I was a little scared that he was going to touch me or do something to me because this guy that was videotaping me has used his hands on me in the past & thats the reason why I had a friend of mine walk me home because this guy that was videotaping me without my permission he has used his hands on me in the past & thats the reason why I was a little bit scared that he was going to touch me or do something to me because he has used his hands on me in the past & thats the reason why I had a friend of mine walk me home.

Now if I would have known that he was not going to touch me I would have just ignored it & let him videotape me as much as he wants.the only reason why I got frightened is because this guy that was videotaping me he has used his hands on me in the past & thats why I was a little scared that he has was going to touch me or do something to me because he has used his hands on me in the past & thats the only reason why I was a little bit scared that he was going to touch me or do something to me because he has used his hands on me in the past & thats the only reason why I was a little scared that he was going to touch me or do something to me but if I would have known that he was not going to touch me or do anything to me then I would have just ignored him & let him videotape me as much as I want.

Now all the people that are against me because of what I once used to do to kids if you want to follow me all over the place & videotape me thats fine & I have nothing against you for it as long as I know that you are not going to touch me or do anything to me.you want to follow me all over the place & videotape me thats fine & I have nothing against you for it as long as I know that you are not going to touch me or do anything to me.this person that was following me all over the place in 770 & on kingston ave he has used his hands on me in the past & thats the only reason why I was a little scared that he was going to do something to me but if I would have known that he was not going to touch me or do anything to me I would have just ignored it & let him videotape me as much as he wants as long as I know that he is not going to touch me or do anything to me.

Recently I had alot of people coming over to me calling me a child molester & things like that but they didnt touch me & I knew that they were not going to touch me.so I just ignored it & let them do it.as long as I dont get scared that you are going to touch me or do anything to me I dont care what you do as long as I know that you are not going to touch me or do anything to me.if you want to follow me all over the place calling me a molester & videotaping me wherever I go thats fine & I have nothing against you for it as long as I know that you are not going to touch me or do anything to me.

Now to the person where just a couple of hours ago you were following me all over the place & videotaping me in 770 & on kingston ave the next time we see each other either in 770 or on kingston ave or any other place if you want to follow me all over the place & videotape me the way you did it a couple of hours ago in 770 & on kingston ave thats ok & you can do it as long as I know that you are not going to touch me or do anything to me.go ahead videotape me as much as you want as long as I know that you are not going to touch me or do anything to me.this person that was following me all over the place & filming me in 770 & on kingston ave he has used his hands on me in the past & thats the reason why I was a little scared that he was going to touch me me or do something to me but if I would have known that he was not going to touch me or do anything to me I would have just ignored it & let him videotape me as much as he wants.go ahead videotape me as much as you want as long as I know that you are not going to touch me or do anything to me.

Menachem piekarski

Article #68

boruch ezagui

avrohom shimon ezagui

thursday april 17^th 2014 1^st day chol hamoed pesach 12.25am some of the fanilies that I am friends with have been advising me to move out of crown heights just to avoid the ezaguis.now for all the families that have been advising me to move out of crown heights just to avoid the ezaguis I will tell you what it is.no matter how much the ezaguis harrass me I am not going to move out of crown heights no matter how much the ezaguis harrass me.the ezaguis can harrass me for the rest of my life & I am still not going to move no matter how much they harrasss me.

& I will tell you why.because if I move out of crown heights that is not going to stop the ezaguis from travelling to my new neighborhood & harrassing me there.they are just going to travel to my new neighborhood & harrass me there.so I am not going to gain anything from moving because they are just going to travel to my new neighborhood & harrass me over there.

This past monday night I was heading over to the family that I was having the seder at.i wasnt bothering anybody I was just heading over to the family that I was having the seder at not bothering anybody.as I was passing on front of kahans grocery store it was around 9.30pm & I was passing on front of kahans grocery store when 2 of the ezaguis one of them is 22 year old boruch ezagui the son of moshe & leah 781 eastern parkway apt 3B & the other one is 24 year old avrohom shimon ezagui the son of shlomo & sheina 1227 president apt 2C they both came over to me & started harrassing me as I was heading over to the family that I was having the seder at this past monday night the first night of yom tov.

They asked me a whole bunch of personal questions that I really didnt want to talk about using nivul peh on me & threatening to beat me up if I dont give them an answer to these questions that they asked me about.& if I would have tried to either run away from them or shout for help then they would have beaten me up if I would have done that.they didnt do anything to me for one reason only.because I was cooperative with them & I answered all the questions that they asked me.but if I would have tried to refuse to answer any of the questions that they asked me or tried to run away from them or shout for help then they would have used their hands on me & beaten me up if I would have tried any of these things with them.& now they have personal information about me that I didnt want anybody to know about.i asked them if they are doing this to every single person that ever touched a kid.they said yes they are & they told me that they did it to 11 people so far.

Now this is the thing.no matter how much the ezaguis harrass me I am not going to move out of crown heights no matter how much they harrass me.because if I move out of crown heights that is not going to stop the ezaguis from travelling to my new neighborhood & harrassing me there.so moving is not going to help because they are just going to travel to my new neighborhood & harrass me there.so I am not going to gain anything from moving & thats the only reason why I am not doing it.

Boruch ezagui the son of moshe & leah I see him all the time taking pictures at the simchas in crown heights.usually its either him or his younger brother chaim taking pictures at the simchas in crown heights.i see either him or his younger brother chaim taking pictures at the simchas in crown heights & I see it all the time at the simchas here in crown heights.so now this criminal terrorist boruch ezagui has personal information about me that I didnt want anybody knowing about.this is just a perfect example of the kind of abuse that I have to go through from this criminal terrorist boruch ezagui.

The criminal terrorist Avrohom shimon ezagui I will tell you a couple of things about him also.he is a grandson of dovid edelman from springfield ma & I will tell you a couple of things about him also..my sister devorah kreiman from los angeles has 2 married children.one daughter is married to yemini from los angeles & shaya katz is also married to that yemini so shaya katz is my neices brother in law but I happen to be a very far michutan to to avrohom shimon ezagui too.my other neice from los angeles is married to iffergan from london.my sisters michutan mrs iffergan her maiden name is bernstein & mendy bernstein from toronto is my nephews uncle(my nephews mother mrs iffergan is a bernstein & a sister of mendy bernstein from toronto)now mendy bernstein is married to the daughter of zalman yuda deitsch obm which is avrohom shimon ezaguis first cousin.plus here comes another thing.avrohom shimons uncle yaakov goldstein from 564 montgomery st lives right across the street from my parents plus about 25 to 30 years ago in the mid 1980s(before avrohom shimon was even born)his parents used to live on the same block as my parents before moving to 1227 president.

But here is the thing.i am not that close with my family & its now over 12 years since the last time that I have been in my parents house so the fact that avrohom shimons uncle lives right across the street from my parents(my parents live at 563 montgomery)& the fact that his parents used to live on my parents block 25 to 30 years ago & the fact that his cousin mendy bernstein from toronto is my nephews uncle that doesnt mean anything because I am not that close with my family anyways.so the little relationship that I have here doesnt mean anything because I am not that close with my family anyways.

Now my good friend chanina sperlin anybody that has any complaints against me like if I do something that I am not supposed to do or any complaints against me you can speak to him about it & he will speak to me about it.any complaints that you have against me you can just go over to chanina & he will speak to me about it.

Menachem piekarski

Article #67

mendy ezagui the son of yankel & leah

wednesday april 8^th 2014 3.08am that criminal terrorist 29 year old mendy ezagui the son of yankel & leah 706 eastern parkway apt 6a he works now at kahans grocery store.some of the people that I complained to about him told me to move out of crown heights just to avoid him.

I used to shop all the time at kahans grocery store but I stopped shopping at kahans a couple of months after he got his job there.i used to go all the time to kahans but I stopped going there a couple of months after he got his job there.

Last night tuesday night I was at kol tuv grocery store last night tuesday night.as I was walking up kingston ave with a bag full of groceries.as I am walking up kingston ave towards my house I saw mendy ezagui so I tried to avoid him by crossing the street.he goes ahead & follows me into the street.i then went back onto the sidewalk(same side)& he follows me back onto the sidewalk.at first I thought that he was going to touch me or do something to me but then I realized what he wanted.he just wanted a picture of me.thats all he wanted.after taking the picture he left me alone & didnt bother me again after taking the picture.

Now some of the people that I complained to against mendy told me to move out of crown heights just to avoid him.now moving out of crown heights just to avoid mendy I always knew that that is not going to help.moving out of crown heights just to avoid mendy I always knew that that is not going to help & no matter how much mendy harrasses me I am not going to move out of crown heights no matter how much he harrases me.& I will tell you why.

Because if I move out of crown heights that is not going to stop him from traveling to my new neighborhood & harrassing me there.because if move out of crown heights he is just going to travel to my new neighborhood & harrass me there.so moving out of crown heights just to avoid him is not going to help because he is just going to harrass me in my new neighborhood if I do that.& i can prove it.

I stopped shopping at kahans just to avoid him & look what he does to me.i stopped shopping at kahans just to avoid him & there he is harrassing me as I am walking home from kol tuv.this proves that no matter how much I try to avoid him he is going to continue to harrass me no matter how much I try to avoid him

this is just a perfect example of the type of abuse that I have to go through from people like mendy ezagui.

Menachem piekarski

Article #66

 noson ezagui

 tuesday feb 18^th 2014 12.05am sunday night at the lchaim of goldshmid to pewsner noson ezagui was there & let me tell you what he did to me there sunday night.yes he was pretty much behaving himself there but there is a small thing that he did to me at the lchaim sunday night that I didnt like.

He was pretty much behaving himself but he did do a small thing that wasnt necessary.he did not give me any problems there but he did do something there that wasnt right.

Now generally I dont want him coming 10 feet from me.now lets say he has something to do & the only way for him to do what he has to do is by coming 10 feet from me that I can understand.like if he wants to spend time with his friends & one of his friends is sitting very close to where I am at & he wants to spend time with his friends that are sitting very close to where I am sitting at that I can understand.like when he went over to be with one of his friends that was sitting very close to where I am sitting at that I can understand & I have nothing against him for that.that I can understand & he did nothing wrong there.nothing wrong with that.

But he did do a small thing that he really didnt have to do.right on front of where I was sitting there was a fruit platter there with things like cantaloupe & honey dew.ok if he wants to have some cantaloupe & honey dew thats fine he can have it nothing wrong with that but I will tell you what it was.this fruit platter of cantaloupe & honey dew there were fruit platters like that all over the room.the thing is that he comes over to the area that I was sitting at & takes from the fruit platter right on front from where I was sitting at.ok there is nothing wrong with that but here is the thing.if he wanted to have some cantaloupe & honey dew there were fruit platters like that all over the room so for him to come to my area & deliberately take from the fruit platter that was right on front of me why did he have to do that?why couldnt he take from the fruit platters on the other other parts of the room.he knows that he is frightening me so if he knows that he is frightening me why is he coming deliberately to my area & taking from the fruit platter that was right on front of me?why couldnt he take from some of the fruit platters in the other areas of the room instead of frightening me like that.when he came to my area to be with one of his friends that was sitting very close to where I was sitting at that I can understand but for him to come to my area just to take from the fruit platter that was right on front of me when he could have taken from the fruit platters in the other areas of the room I dont understand why he had to do that.

If the fruit platter on front of me was the only fruit platter in the room that I can understand but if there is the same fruit platters on other parts of the room why did he have to that?i mean if he comes within 10 feet from me but he doesnt have a choice that I can understand but when he does have a choice & he comes within 10 feet from me when he doesnt have to thats the part that I dont understand.

If noson can refrain from coming within 10 feet from me unless he doesnt have a choice I would greatly apreciate it if he can do that for me.

Menachem piekarski.

Article #65

my personal opinion regarding the closure of JCW

paranoia

sunday feb 9^th 2014 1.15am now regarding the closure of of JCW(jewish community watch)this is how I look at it.

I do agree that molesting a child is a very bad thing to do & yes I do agree that something has to be done to bring it to a stop.

Now as far as JCW & the wall of shame was the right way to do it that I don,t know.

Or when he says that he closed because of lack of funds weather that is the only & real reason why he closed or if he is lying so that he can hide the real reason for closing that I don,t know either.

But this is something that I do happen to know about.

While I do agree that molesting a child is a very bad thing to do & that something has to be done to bring it to a stop I do happen to know that molesting a child is not the only type of abuse to get somebody depressed.there are many other types of abuse that can get somebody also depressed.i do agree that molesting a child is one of the ways to get somebody depressed but it,s not the only way to get somebody depressed>& this is something that I happen to know about.my father never molested me but he abused me in other ways that got me also very depressed.

The problem with meir seewald is that he thinks that molesting a child is the only type of abuse that can get somebody depressed.meir seewald thinks that it,s totally impossible to abuse somebody unless you molest a child.

This is meir seewald,s way of thinking.

MOLESTING A CHILD IS THE ONLY TYPE OF ABUSE THAT CAN GET SOMEBODY DEPRESSED & THAT IT IS TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE TO ABUSE SOMEBODY UNLESS YOU MOLEST A CHILD!!!!!!!!!

this is meir seewald,s way of thinking.

Now I do agree that molesting a child is a very bad thing to do & that something has to be done to bring it to a stop but to say that molesting a child is the only type of abuse that can get somebody depressed that is something that I do not agree with.there are many ways to get somebody depressed without molesting a child.

Now to say that molesting a child is one of the ways to get somebody depressed that is something that I happen to agree with but it,s not the only type of abuse that can get somebody depressed.

Now what I think should be done is more on something like this.

There should be something done that any type of abuse weather it,s molesting a child or any other type of abuse something should be done to bring any type of abuse to a stop.weather it,s molesting a child or any other other type of abuse.

Meaning that any type of abuse weather it,s molesting a child or anything else that will get somebody depressed something has to be done to bring any type of abuse to a stop.weather it,s molesting a child or any other type of abuse.that is what I think has to be done.

Weather to create a website & expose all these people on a website I don,t know if that,s the way to do it but something has to be done to bring any type of abuse to a stop.weather it,s molesting a child or any other type of abuse I think that something has to be done to bring any type of abuse to a stop.that is what I think has to be done.

As far as the best way to stop any type of abuse that I don,t know but something has to be done to stop any type of abuse weather it,s molesting a child or any other type of abuse.that is what I think has to be done

let me tell you something.molesting a child is not the only type of abuse that can get somebody depressed & I think that something has to be done to bring any type of abuse to a stop.this is what I think has to be done.

Like let me share with you 2 very interesting experiences that I had last week.yes just last week here are 2 very interesting experiences that I had just last week.& I will tell you what it was.

Until 2 weeks ago this is what I used to do until 2 weeks ago.until 2 weeks ago I used to go out of my way just to avoid people that have a bad relationship with me.like if I wanted to go to a simcha but let,s say I know that some of the people at the simcha are people have a bad relationship with me I would say to myself like this.these people that have a bad relationship with me I know that they are going to be there I am not going to the simcha because I am afraid that they are going to harrass me at the simcha.that is what I would say to myself.i would go out of my way just to avoid people that have a bad relationship with me.

Then if I went to a simcha thinking that everybody at the simcha will be people that have a good relationship with me & when I get there some of the people at the simcha are people that have a bad relationship with me & I didn,t know that they were going to be there I would run away from them & ask somebody to walk me home just for my own safety.this is what I would do if I went to a simcha not knowing that some of the people at the simcha are people that have a bad relationship with me.

Now several friends of mine who know all about what happened about 2 weeks ago I spoke to several friends of mine about it & this is what they told me.these friends of mine said to me like this that going out of my way to avoid people that have a bad relationship with me(like not going to a simcha because I know that they will be there or running away from them & having somebody walk me home)several friends of mine told me that what I am doing is called being paranoia(somebody that gets frightened before the incident even happened).this is what several friends of mine said to me about 2 weeks ago.

Now If you go to article #64 I spoke about it over there.where noson sat right across from me at the lchaim & then pushed his elbow against my back because he felt uncomfortable sitting right across from me.

now I spoke about it in article #64 where there I just stayed right there & did not move the way my friends told me to do it.now when I went to my friends & told them about it they said that what I did was very good & that,s what I have to learn to do.

When I told my friends about how noson pushed his elbow against my back(& my back hurt me for 2 hours after that)my friends said to me like this.this is what my friends said to me.

Which would you rather have?

Would you rather run away from noson & be paranoia for the rest of your life or would you rather have your back hurt you for 2 hours after that but feel the oposite of being paranoia?

This is what my friends said to me after I told them about the incident with noson at the lchaim of levy-haim to bazel monday night at eshel.

Now later on that week I decided to listen to my friends & not be so paranoia like I have been until now & I will tell you what happened.wednesday night I went to another simcha wednesday night.

Now the simcha that I went to wednesday night some of the people at the simcha wednesday night happened to be people that have a bad relationship with me.& not just that.the people that have the bad relationship with me that were at the simcha wednesday night not only were they there when I was there I knew that they were going to be there.yes the people that have the bad realtionship with me I knew that they were going to be there & I went there even though I knew that they were going to be there.i knew that.

Now because I knew that they were going to be there my original plans was not to go to the simcha because the people that have the bad relationship with me I know that they were going to be there & I was afraid that they were going to harrass me there & that is the reason why my original plans was not to go to the simcha.

My friends told me that the simcha wednesday night I should go but just make sure not to go anywhere near the people that have the bad relationship with me.like if they are on this side of the room I should not go anywhere near them but to enjoy the simcha without the fear of them doing something to me.this is what my friends told me to do when I go to the simcha wednesday night.

Ok so listening to my friends I went to the simcha knowing that some of the people at the simcha are people that have a bad relationship with me when I got there the people that have the bad relationship with me I made sure to be on the oposite side of the room that they are at & guess what.the people that have the bad relationship with me did the same thing that I did & everything went well at the simcha wednesday night.i enjoyed the simcha the people that have the bad relationship with me did not give me any problems & everything went well at the simcha.

So It turns out that by me listening to my friends & going to the simcha wednesday night I was able to enjoy the simcha even though some of the people at the simcha happened to be people that have a bad relationship with me.so now with some friends of mine helping me out with this thing of being paranoia I am learning to overcome it & everything will go well for me from now on.

Now generally like I said earlier something has to be done to bring any type of abuse to a stop.not just molesting children but any type of abuse that gets people depressed.like the incident that I had with noson last week when he saw me there & sat down right across from where I was sitting even though I got there first then goes ahead & pushes his elbow against my back because he felt uncomfortable sitting right across from me & my back hurt me for 2 hours after that(i spoke about it in article #64).

Yes I do agree that molesting a child is a very bad thing & that something has to be done to bring it to a stop but molesting a child is not the only type of abuse that can get somebody depressed.something has to be done to bring any type of abuse to a stop weather it,s molesting a child, noson sitting right across from me when I got there first, pushing his elbow against my back something has to be done to bring any type of abuse to a stop no matter what it is.this is what I think has to be done.

Menachem piekarski.

Article #64

noson ezagui

monday feb 3^rd 2014 11.25pm until a week ago everytime that I would see noson at a simcha I would say to myself like this.noson is over here I will go to the other side of the room that he is at.like if I would see him on this side of the room I would go to the other side of the room from wherever he is at.

Now several friends of mine told me that the next time that I see him at a simcha I should just stay right there & not move from where I am at.that is what several friends of mine told me to do.

Now doing what several friends of mine told me to do when I saw him at the lchaim of levy-chaim the lchaim was at eshel & doing what several friends of mine told me to do I just stayed right there & did not move the way that several friends of mine told me to do it.

Noson then goes ahead & sits down right across from where I was sitting at.now following the advice that several friends of mine told me to do I just stayed right there & did not move the way that several friends of mine told me to do it.i was extremely frightened but I said to myself no I am staying right here & not moving the way that several friends of mine told me to do it.

Now as noson was sitting right across from me he goes ahead gets up to get something from the other table.& as he was going to get something from the other table he happened to pass by me as he was getting this thing whatever it was from the other table.now as he was passing by me he goes ahead & pushes his elbow against my back as he was passing me to get this thing from the other table.as he was passing me he pushed his elbow against my back as he was going by me to get this thing from the other table.

Now when he pushed his elbow against my back I know the reason why he did that.the reason he did that is because he felt uncomfortable with me sitting right across from where he was at.the only thing is that he got there after me.he was not there when I got there.i mean if he would have gotten there before me & I would have sat down there after him then that,s something else.but I got there before him.i mean I got there before him he sees me there & he sits down there even though I was there first.if he saw me there why did he sit down there if he saw me there first?he goes ahead & sits there after I got there first why is he doing that?

When he pushed his elbow against my back yes I know the reason why he did that.because he felt uncomfortable being right across from me but if he saw me there first why did he sit down there if he saw me there first?

Until a week ago everytime that I saw him someplace I would just make sure to be on the other side of the room from where he was at.several friends of mine told me that the next time I see him at a simcha I should just stay right there & not move from where I am at.so doing what several friends of mine told me to do this is what he does.i mean if he got there first & I got there after him that is something else.but if he saw me there first then why did he sit down right across from me after he saw me there first?

This is just a perfect example of the kind of abuse that I am going through right now.

Menachem piekarski

Article #63

apology for the way I spoke in article #62

sunday jan 12^th 2014 2.05am there have been a couple of times when I tried to bring something up but the way I say it I did not say it in a very nice way & then later on I realize that the way I said it that it was really very not nice for me to say it that way & that I shouldn,t have said it that way.

Now the way that I spoke in article #62 I just removed that article before(article 62 is not there anymore)& for those of you that did read article #62(i just removed it before)it was really very not nice for me to speak that way & I would really like to apologize for the way that I spoke in article #62.

now the way that I spoke in article #62 it was really very not nice of me to speak that way & I will try to say it in a nicer way without hurting anybody the way I did it in article #62.

now what I once used to do to kids I should not have done that & I am really very sorry for what I once used to do to kids.

Now one of the guys that is against me for what I once used to do to kids he is now a choson & I am very good friends with the family of his kallah.& I have been to simchas in the family of the kallah before he became a choson.

Now he does not have to be my friend if he doesn,t want to & everytime I go to a simcha in the family of the kallah I will stay away from him & not go anywhere near him.but I just want to let him know that I am going to be there so he shouldn,t get startled when he sees me at the simcha.

I understand that what I once did to kids that was really very bad & I really should not have done that & the choson happens to be against me because of what I once used to do to kids.but I just wanted to let him know that I am friends with the family of the kallah & that he should not get startled when he sees me there.

My sisters daughter is married to the brother of the kallah so after the chasuna he is going to be my nieces brother in law after the chasuna.

Now the way that I spoke ina rticle #62 it was really very not nice of me to speak that way(& I removed that article allready)but I just wanted to let him know that my neice is married to his kallahs brother.that,s all I wanted to do.sorry about the way that I spoke in article #62.

menachem piekarski.