article #53(continued from article #52)

i would like to apologize to notie shemtov for what i originally said about him

tuesday march 28th 2013 3.10am originally i wrote that notie also surounded me like the other hooligans did but not only didn,t notie do anything to me he even tried to help me but he wasn,t able to.when i got home i was very depressed & not realizing that notie tried to help me by mistake i said that notie also surrounded me like the other 10 hooligans but not only didn,t notie do anyhting to me he even tried to help me with the situation but he wasn,t able to because he was also outnumbered by these 10 hooligans surrounding me.

notie i really want to apologize for speaking out against you & would like to thank you for what you tried to do for me & i hope that you are mochel me for what i originally said about you.

when i got home i was very depressed & not being in my right mind by mistake said that notie also surrounded me like the other 10 hooligans did but a little later realized that not only didn,t notie do anything to me but he even tried to help me out with the situation.

i am really very sorry for what i originally said about you & would  like to thank you for everything that you tried to do for me.

thank you very much for everything that you did for me & i would really like to ask you for mechillah for what i originally said about you.thank you very much notie.

menachem piekarski

Article #52

VIGILANTE

monday may 27^th 2013 12.19am several people are trying to convince me to forgive my father for what he has done to me.now for all those people that are trying to convince me to forgive my father for what he has done to me I have a couple of things to say about that.

I am now 46 years old & I am the 2^nd oldest of 11 children.now When I used to live in my parents house my father had a very abusive policy to me.anytime that I would go over to my father & complain to my father against any of my brothers or sisters my father would always tell me that if I don,t like something in the house then I can leave.all of my brothers & sisters know that they have the full freedom to start up with me anytime I like without any fear of getting into trouble at all.

Now when I left my parents house 21 years ago at age 25 I was very depressed back then & I had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help.now trusting them that they were the right family to go to for help I went to one particular family in crown heights trusting them that they were the right family to go to for help.the family that I went to for help I spoke about them in article #46.the family that I spoke about in article #46 that,s the family that I went to for help trusting them that they were the right family to go to for help.

Now not realizing how serious it is I made a little mistake & I molested one of the children from the family that I spoke about in article #46.this person that I spoke about in article #46 he eventually started hitting me & beating me up before I closed off my relationship with his family over 4 years ago.

After closing off my relationship with his family over 4 years ago this person then went ahead & put me on JCW(jewish community watch).at first I was very chutzpidik & threatened to publicize the names of my victims if I don,t get removed.that,s what I did at the beginning.later on I realized that it was not right of me to do that & I did not complain when I saw myself back up on JCW.

Now noson continued harrasing me even after I removed him from my site.so I figured that if I publicize the names of one of my victims that noson might think twice before coming near me again.

Now I was asked not to publicize the names of any of my victims but I will tell you what happened.the person that I spoke about in article #46 his older brother came over to me at the chasuna of cousin to melendez & tells me that he wants to speak to me outside.i told him that he can send me an e-mail.he then picks up a chair to me & threatens to beat me up if I don,t go outside with him.i then had about 10 people surrounding me.the 10 people that surrounded me I know the names of 4 of them.one of them is the older brother of the person that I spoke about in article #46 & because I can not publicize the names of one of my victims I can not say this person,s name but he is the older brother of the person that I spoke about in article #46.three of the other people that surrounded me is yanky prager, his brother levy & meir seewald.the remaining 6 people I don,t know their names.

Now with 10 hooligans surrounding me I started to scream for help.but with 10 people holding me captive I was outnumbered & I had no choice but to just do what they ask me to do(i was outnumbered by them).now as these 10 hooligans were holding me captive I told them that I want to settle this with the police.they said that they will beat me up before the police arrive.

notie shemtov who is the choson,s brother in law & a very good friend of mine saw what was going on tried to help me but with 10 hooligans surounding me there wasn,t much that he could do.notie tried to help me but with 10 hooligans surrounding me there wasn,t much that he could do.so now with 10 hooligans surrounding me (this was outside of the razag hall)one of them had his face covered & with his face covered gave me several kicks & punches & because his face was covered I could not identify who he is.after they let me go I stopped a police car at the corner of empire & troy.but the police did not respond to me.but somebody who saw me trying to flag down the police car dialed 911 & stayed with me until the police arrived.while we were waiting meir seewald goes over to this guy that called the police for me & tells him that I am a child molester.but as the police arrive meir seewald walks away as the police arrive .

Now as meir seewald was walking away I told the police to catch meir seewald because he was one of the 10 people that surrounded me.the police went after meir seewald & detained him.I told the officers everything what happened but the police refused to do anything about it.i then asked the officers if they can escort me to my house but the officers refused to do even that for me.so being extremely terrified I said to myself like this.ok if they decide to attack me on my way home then there is nothing that I can do about it.i have no choice but to let them attack me if they want to.

Now as I was walking home yisroel shemtov stops me on the street & tells me that I had better remove that article or it will not be safe for me to walk the streets of crown heights if I don,t remove that article.he didn,t touch me or do anything to me but he said that to me as I was walking home.then a little later on yanky prager comes over to me & calls me a child molester.after yanky called me a child molester I stopped off at one of my friends & told them what happened.this friend of mine called up yanky prager & spoke to him about it.this friend of mine then tells me that I should remove that article about me publicizing the names of my victims.

Ok I have no choice but to just remove that article about me publicizing the names of my victims.because if I don,t I will not be able to live too much longer.sure it,s very easy for 10 hooligans to attack me & beat me up anytime they see me in the street.so now with 10 hooligans after me i guess I have no choice but to just listen to them & do what they say.

& even with the removal of this article of me publicizing the names of my victims these 10 hooligans are free to harass me & annoy me as much as they want & nobody to protect me from them & I am pretty sure that these 10 hooligans are going to take adavntage of that.if you think that I am convinced that these 10 hooligans are going to stay away from me & not come anywhere near me even with the removal of this article I will believe that the same way that I will believe a couple of other stories.

Now I have complete bitachon that everything that happens to a person is bashert min hashomayim & if it,s bashert min hashomayim that I should have to go through this type of abuse then I guess that there is nothing that I can do about it.

Sure my father ruined my life.when I left my parents house 21 years ago at age 25(i am 46 now)i had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help & because I picked the wrong family to go to for help this is what I have to go through now.

Ok nothing that I can do about it.so the 10 hooligans that surrounded me last night at the razag hall plus the 3 hooligans that I have on this site plus all the people that are planning to join these 13 hooligans you are all free to attack me & beat me up as much as you like & I am pretty sure that all 13 of you(the 10 that surrounded me at the razag hall plus the 3 that I have on this site now)are going to attack me & beat me up many more times in the future & I have absolutely nobody to protect me from the 13 of you.

But let me just say one thing to all 13 of you(as well as to all those that are planning to join these 13 hooligans in the future)all of you are going to have to give a big din vcheshbon for everything that you are doing to me.when it comes your time to go up to shamayim all 13 of you are going to have to answer a lot of things after 120 years.

Let me just say a couple of things here.

My father ruined my life & I had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help & simply for picking the wrong family to go to for help this is what I have to go through simply for picking the wrong family to go to for help plus

if you read the article properly I said that I will remove that article if noson & all of his friends stay away from me for 3 months & all noson had to do is send me an e-mail apologizing for harrasing me & I would have removed that article right away.but instead of apologizing to me for it(where I would have removed it instantly if you would have done that)you go ahead & you have this gang of 10 hooligans surrounding me at the razag hall?let me tell you something noson.after 120 years you are going to have to give a big din vcheshbon for what you are doing to me now.

& to yanky prager let me say a couple of things to yanky prager.you claim that you are protecting all the kids in crown heights from what I used to do to kids over 10 years ago I have a couple of questions to ask you about that.

1)there is such a thing as vigilante.do you know what vigilante means?vigilante means something which is legal to do no law against it but you decide to make that into a law & enforce it on disabled people like me that can not defend themselves.so you decided to make it a law of what I am allowed to talk about on my own site & if I don,t go by your rules you & the other 12 hooligans are going to attack me & beat me up when I walk the streets of crown heights if I don,t listen to you about what I can talk about on this site.& when I told you to call the police you said no because of the statue of limitations.that,s exactly what vigilante is.it,s not the law but you decided to make it into a law & enforce it on disabled people like me.that,s exactly what vigilante is.i was going to remove that article in a month from now & promise to keep it off if noson & all his friends stay away from me.so instead of behaving like a mentch this is what you do to me?let me tell you something.after 120 years you are going to have to give a big din vcheshbon for what you are doing to me now.

2)also another thing.like I said vigilante means enforcing something that is legal to do on disabled people like me that can not defend themselves but I have another question to ask you.what I am doing is not even against the halacha.because if I was breaking the halacha then why don,t you take me to a din torah?if you think that what I am doing is against the halacha then go ahead & take me to a din torah.so this shows that you don,t believe not in halacha & not in the law either.because if I was breaking the law then why don,t you turn me over to the police?& if I was breaking halacha then why don,t you take me to a din torah if I am breaking halacha?this shows what kind of a criminal terrorist you are.

3)now because I don,t have anybody to protect me from a criminal terrorist like you I have no choice but to listen to you & remove that article.but even though I am calling you a criminal terrorist I am listening to you & removing that article so now that I am listening to you & removing that article do you promise me that you are going to both

a)stay away from me &

b)make sure that everybody else in your group stays away from me also

or now you are going to attack me again for calling you a criminal terrorist.that,s right.you are going to attack me again for calling you a criminal terrorist or are you going to make sure that everybody in your group stays away from me.

& while you were holding me captive I told you that I am one of 32 people on JCW do you do this to the other 31 people on JCW?you answered me that the other 31 people don,t have a website where they publkicize the names of their victims.

Ok so now that I removed that article publicizing the names of my victims you will stay away from me & make sure that everybody in your group stays away from me also.is that what you are going to do or are you going to attack me again for calling you a criminal terrorist?

4)on my way home I stopped off at the house of one of my friends & told them what happened.this friend of mine called you up & spoke to you about it.you told this friend of mine that you did not touch me.that,s true but you were one of the 10 people that suroundeed me while the guy with his face covered kicked me & punched me several times.so all 10 of you are responsible for that guy that kicked me & punched while his face was covered.

This friend of mine also told me to remove that article about me publicizing the names of one of my victims & this friend of mine that I stopped of by on my way home that called you up he told me that if I listen to you & remove that article & somebody attacks me after I do that then he will take care of it.so even though I am calling you a criminal terrorist since I am listening to you & removing that article(because of that vigilante that you are doing to me)do I have your promise that you will both stay away from me & make sure that everybody in your group stays away from me also or you are going to attack me again for calling you a criminal terrorist.

Now for those of you that are trying to convince me to forgive my father for what he has done to me I have a couple of things to ask you about that.

After leaving my parents house 21 years ago at age 25(i am 46 now)i had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help & I simply picked the wrong family to go to for help & this is what I have to go through now because of that plus

as you can see there is a lot of vigilante here(these 10 hooligans that surrounded me at the razag hall because they know that I am disabled can not fight back & nobody to protect me from them so they feel that they can enforce any rules they want me to obey threatening to attack me if I don,t listen to them)like not calling the cops or taking me to a din torah & this came from the abuse that my father did to me because I had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help & even now nobody from my family is going to protect me from something like this & I should forgive my father for this?

This is very simple.nothing that I could have done about it.my father ruined my life I had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help & this is what I have to go through now.& to all of you that are calling me a molester.if I really am a molester then why don,t you turn me over to the police?better why don,t you take me to a din torah for it?you won,t do that because you know that you are going to lose.

Sure it,s very easy.if you know that I am going to be at a certain place at a certain time then you just arrange it for all 10 of you to be there wait for me attack me & because I am outnumbered I have no choice but to just listen to you & do what you say.let me tell you something.all 10 of you you are all going to have to give a big din vcheshbon for what you are doing to me now.because if I was really as bad as you say I am then why don,t you turn me over to the police?why don,t you take me to a din torah for that.

Sure very easy.just have 10 people attack me someplace.& even if I listen & don,t say anything inapropriate on this site even then I still have no protection against these 10 hooligans attacking me in the street even if I listen to all of you.

I am disabled I can not defend myself nobody in my family will protect me from you sure go ahead attack me again & there is nothing that I can do to stop the 10 of you from attacking me again.

Menachem piekarski. (continues with article #53)

Article # 51

something very important that I have to speak to both noson & saadya about(but not that serious)

friday may 17^th 2013 isru chag shavuos 12.31am noson & saadya I am not angry at them for this but I just want to make sure that we don,t have any problems when I go to hachai publishing or to webers bicycle shop in boro park.

Yossi strasberg happens to be a very good friend of mine but because saadya works at his bicycle shop on empire anytime I need something for my bike I always go to a bicycle shop out of crown heights.yossi strasberg is my good friend but because saadya works at his bicycle shop on empire that,s the reason why I have no choice but to go to bicycle shops out of crown heights any time I need something for my bike.

But that,s not the only problem.there is another thing also.hachai publishing which is on top of empire kosher I have friends that works at hachai publishing & alot of times I go to hachai publishing to visit my friends that work there.

Now I am not angry.i am not upset but I just want to make sure that we don,t have any problems anytime I visit my friends at hachai puiblishing.now if it,s possible I always try to get to hachai publishing without passing to close to saadya but that,s not always possible & sometimes we don,t have a choice but for me & saadya to pass very close to each other whenever I visit my friends at hachai publishing.

Now whenever I visit my friends at hachai publishing if me & saadya have to pass close to each other then as long as saadya behaves himself & does not harrass me or do anything to me then I will have nothing against him for it.meaning that if saadya just does what he has to do & does not harass me or do anything to me then I will have nothing against him for it.if saadya harrases me or does anything to me there then I will get angry but if saadya just does what he has to do & does not harras me or do anything to me there then I will have nothing against him for it.i just want to make sure that there are no problems between me & saadya anytime I visit my friends at hachai publishing.

Now that,s not the only problem.there is another thing that also has to be taken care of.yossi strasberg happens to be a very good friend of mine but because saadya works there I have no choice but to go to bicycle shops out of crown heights anytime I need something for my bike.

Now one of the bicycle shops that I go to out of crown heights happens to be webers bicycle shop in boro park.now there is a small problem there also.noson,s father has his furniture store right next door to webers bicycle shop in boro park.& whenever I need something for my bike that,s one of the stores that I go to whenever I need something for my bike.now whenever I visit webers bicycle shop noson,s father that has his furniture store right next door to the bicycle shop anytime I go to webers to get something for my bike noson might be there at his fathers furniture store in boro park.

Now if I am visiting webers bicycle store & noson happens to be there too then as long as noson does not harrass me or do anything to me there then I will have nothing against noson for it as long as noson does not harrass me or do anything to me there.meaning that if noson just does what he has to do & does not harass me or do anything to me there then I will nothing against him for it.if noson harases or does anything to me there then I will get angry but as long as long as noson behaves himself & does not harass me or do anything to me then I will have nothing against him for it.

I just want to make sure that there are no problems between me & saadya whenever I visit my friends at hachai publishing & no problems between me & noson whenever I go to webers bicycle shop in boro park.

Menachem piekarski.