article # 48(continued from article #47)

noson ezagui

wednesday jan 23rd 2013   7.56am last night i had a very serious incident with noson ezagui at the chasuna of baumgarten to moskowitz.the chasuna last night of baumgarten to moskowitz i did not know that noson was going to be there.if i would have known that noson was going to be there i would not have gone to the chasuna.

now i came in last night at 9pm.as soon as i came in i saw noson there.ok i saw where he was sitting so i said to myself like this.ok noson is sitting here so i will sit on the other side of the hall from where he was at.now as soon as i made myself a place to sit on the other side of the hall noson starts following me around all over the place.ok i picked myself up & i made myself a place to sit at a different part of the hall.noson goes ahead & follows me there too.& no matter where i went noson was just following me around all over the place no matter where i went.

i went to several friends of mine & i asked them if they can do something for me to make sure that noson doesn,t come anywhere near me.but nobody wanted to do that for me.

ok so with noson following me around all over the place & nobody doing anything to make sure that noson doesn,t come anywhere near me i said to myself time for me to leave.but i said to myself i am not walking home alone.because i wanted to make sure that noson doesn,t come anywhere near me on my way home.now as i was heading home with one of my friends noson goes ahead & follows me outside & tells me that i had better stay away from him & he did this to me as i was heading home with one of my friends.he did not touch me but he told me that i had better stay away from him.he followed me outside & said this to me as i was walking home with one of my friends.

now as soon as i got home i called the police & made a report of how he was following me around at the chasuna.the officers that took down the report told me that i should have called the police when he was following me around at the chasuna hall.now i was going to call the cops.the only thing is that inside the hall the band was playing inside & it was too noisy to dial 911 inside.outside it was 20 degrees outside & too cold to use the phone outside.& that,s the reason why i decided to wait until i get home before dialing 911.now the officers that took down the report told me i should have dialed 911 when i was still at the chasuna hall & they would have made sure that he stays away from me at the chasuna hall.that,s what the officers told me when i made the report at my house.

now this is a perfect example of abuse.last week when i was by kahans grocery store last week he is there standing right next to me as i am at the counter paying for the groceries which i have to do because of him(i can not go to too many simchas in crown heights because of him & that,s the reason why my grocery bills are so high & then he gives me problems when i am at the counter paying for the groceries which i have to do because of him)then he follows me around all over the place at the chasuna of baumgarten to moskowitz & then he tells me that he wants me staying away from him.

i did not know that he was going to be there & i wouldn,t have gone to the chasuna if i would have known that he was going to be there.i come in not knowing that he was going to be there.he is following me all over the place at the chasuna hall.& then as i am leaving he goes ahead follows me outside & tells me that he wants me staying away from him.if this is not called abuse then i don,t know what is.

noson when you followed me outside & told me that you want me staying away from you i have a couple of questions to ask you about that.

1)when i came in at 9pm saw where you were sitting at & sat on the other side of the hall from where you were at you don,t call that staying away from you?plus

2)all the simchas that i have to miss because of you you don,t call that staying away from you?plus

3)when i am at kahans grocery store paying for the groceries that i have to do because of you & you are there standing right next to me as i am at the counter paying for the groceries(which as you know i have to do that because of you)you call that staying away from me?plus

4)when you were following me around all over the place at the chasuna of baumgarten to moskowitz you call that staying away from me?

noson if you can get back to me with an answer to all of these questions that i just asked you now.

menachem piekarski

article #47(continued from article # 45)

friday jan 18th 2013   9.18am the 3 people that i have on this site mainly saadia hershkop, noson ezagui & this other guy that i am still trying to get identified here are a couple of pictures of them.

in this picture below saadia hershkop is the guy on the left side of the picture with the white shirt & black hat.

 in this picture below i still don,t know his name yet he is the guy in the greyish shirt talking on his cell phone.

 here is another picture of the same guy that i am trying to get identified.in this picture below he is on the other side of the room.he & saadya  hershkop tried to attack me outside at silmans lchaim(i spoke about it in article #44 & 45)

this picture below noson ezagui is the guy in the grey suit in the center of the picture

 here is another picture of noson ezagui also in the grey suit in the center of the picture.

now these 3 people mainly noson ezagui, saadya hershkop & the other guy that i am trying to get identified anytime i go to a simcha if i have the slightest suspicion that they are going to be there then i am not going to go.no matter how close i am to the family the only time i will go is if i know 100% that they are not going to be there.

i can not fight back & everytime i leave my house i take the risk that nobody is going to use their hands on me & because the police are not going to protect me from them  the only option i have is not to go to  the simcha if i know that they are going to be there

these 3 people(the 3 people on this site)are very dangerous people & because the police are not going to do anything to protect me from them the only option i have is not to go to the simcha if i know that they are going to be there.

i always knew that noson & saadya were good friends(i have seen them many times together)until the incident 3 weeks ago at silmans lchaim i thought that it was just a group of people that don,t want to have anything to do with me & noson being the guy that likes to use his hands on me.besides the incident 3 weeks ago at silmans lchaim the only other time that i had an incident with saadya hershkop was when he threw me out of his sisters lchaim.other than that i never had an incident with him.i see him all the time in 770 & at simchas in crown heights but i never felt threatened by him.i knew that he didn,t want to have anything to do with me but i never suspected him that he would try to attack me like he & his other friend tried to do to me a couple of weeks ago at silmans lchaim.until the incident a couple of weeks ago i thought that it was just a group of people that don,t want to have anything to do with me & with noson being the only one in the group that likes to use his hands on me.but after the incident almost 3 weeks ago i realized that this is a group of people that work together to attack me & use their hands on me whenever they get a chance without getting caught & because of that any simcha that i go to if i have the slightest suspicion that they are going to be there then i am not going to go until i get an order of protection against them.

last week one of the lchaims that i was at last week i did not know that noson was going to be there so when noson came in i got very scared & started screaming.i don,t know if he was going to do anything to me at the lchaim last week but he was passing very close to where i was at & i got very frightened when he passed very close to where i was at & that,s the reason why i got so frightened.one of my friends told him to stay away from me then after one of my friends told him to stay away from me he was walking in the direction towards me so seeing how he was walking towards me after one of my friends  told him to stay away from me that,s when i really started screaming really loud because he was walking in the direction towards me after one of my friends told him to stay away from me & that,s when i started screaming really loud.the truth is i was screaming even before one of my friends spoke to him but seeing how he was walking towards me after one of my friends told him to stay away from me that,s when i started screaming really loud even louder than before.but i don,t know if he was planning to do anything to me at this lchaim.maybe he just wanted some coffee(because i was standing near the coffee machine when noson walked towards me so maybe he just wanted to have some coffee)but seeing how he was passing close to where i was at & then walking in the direction towards me after one of  my friends told him to stay away from me i was standing near the coffee machine when this happened so maybe he had no intention of doing anything to me & just wanted to have some coffee.i don,t know.now if he had no intention of doing anything to me & just wanted to be there to have some coffee then i owe noson all the apologies in the world for screaming like that but if he was planning to do something to me then that,s a different story.

now seeing how noson was walking in the direction towards me after one of my friends told him to stay away from me i am going to assume that noson had no intention of doing anything to me at the lchaim & that maybe he just wanted to have some coffee which was right next to me when this happened.

now assuming that noson had no intention of doing anything to me at this lchaim i am going to apologize for the way i screamed like that assuming that he had no intention of doing anything to me.but the 3 people that i have on this site(noson & the 2 others)anytime i go to a simcha i really need somebody to make sure that they don,t come anywhere near me & because finding somebody to do that for me is not so easy that,s the reason why i have no choice but not to go to a simcha if i suspect that they are going to be there plus i also need somebody to either drive me or walk me home after the simcha because even if they don,t bother me at the simcha they might decide to attack me on my way home & thats, the reason why i am not going to be able to go to too many simchas now.because i need somebody to walk me or drive me home after the simcha just in case they decide to attack me on my way home.i would like to go to the simchas again but unless i feel really safe going there it doesn,t look like i will be able to do too many simchas now because of this.

this past tuesday jan 15th i was at kahans grocery store when i saw noson there.he came in after me as soon as he came into kahans he said hello to me(i was there before him).i don,t mind if he says hello to me.if he wants say hello to me that,s fine.that,s ok i don,t mind him saying hello to me.that,s fine.there was this little baby in a stroller near the counter that i was at paying for my groceries.now as i was at the counter paying for my groceries noson went over & started playing with this little baby that was in the stroller near the counter that i was at.ok he didn,t do anything to me & i had no problems with him being there the only thing is that when he started playing with this little baby in the stroller near the counter i was allready there paying for my groceries & i got very frightened because he was right there next to me as i was paying for my groceries.the thing is that if he would have either waited until i finish paying for my groceries & away from the counter or taken the baby to a different area of the store & played with the baby there i would have been alot happier if he would have done it that way instead of frightening me by playing with the baby near the counter that i was at.when he started playing with the baby the cashier was allready taking care of me at the counter when he started playing with the baby there.when i got to the counter if i would have seen noson there playing with the baby i would have gone to the other counter but since the cashier was allready taking care of me when noson started playing with the baby there it was too late for me to go to the other counter & pay for it there.ok he didn,t do anything to me there but if he would have either waited until i am finished paying for the groceries at the counter or played with the baby in a different area of the store i would have been alot happier if he would have done it that way instead of frightening me like that.

menachem piekarski.(continues with article #48)

article #46

why is he so happy to see me?

article #46 tuesday jan 8th 2013   4.05pm several friends of mine advised me never to admit on my site to what i once used to do to kids.now as far as admiting on this site to what i once used to do to kids first of all the police have me allready on file for what i once used to do to kids.i was allready interrogated by the police for what i once used to do kids so by me admiting to it i am not adding anything new because the police have me allready on file for what i once used to do to kids.

now the reason why i am bringing this up is because i have a couple of questions about what i once used to do to kids.now what i am going to talk to you about right now i have spoken to several friends of mine about this & none of them knew the answer to this.what i am going to speak to you about right now i have spoken to several friends of mine about this but since none of them know the answer to this that,s the only reason why i am bringing this up.because none of my friends knew what to tell me about this.

now i was asked never to publicize the names of any of my victims & because of that i can not say who this person is but since i have quiet a couple of questions on this that,s the only reason why i am bringing this up now.

first of all the police have me allready on file for what i once used to do to kids so i am not adding anything knew by speaking about it here & the only reason why i am bringing this up is because i have a couple of questions about what i once used to do to kids & since none of my friends had an answer for me on this that,s the only reason why i am bringing this up here now.

the person who put me on crown heights watch this person that put me on crown heights watch for what i once did to him he is the only person that i molested that does not want to forgive me for what i once used to do to him.all the others that i did it to either they are mochel me for it or maybe they don,t even remember it but this person that put me on crown heights watch he is the only person i did it to that does not want to forgive me for it.

now last week i was on kingston ave last week & this person that put me on crown heights watch we happened to be passing each other in oposite directions.i was going one way & he was going the other way & we passed each other in oposite directions.now as we were passing each other this person that put me on crown heights watch he had a very happy look on his face & he was very happy to see me.
he did not do anything to me.he did not touch me or even come near me.he did not give me any problems but as were passing each other he had a very happy look on his face as we were passing each other last week on kingston ave.

ok there is nothing wrong with that.i have nothing against him for that & the next time we see each other someplace if he wants to give me that happy look that he gave me last week that,s fine & i have nothing against him for that that,s fine no problems with that but this person that put me on crown heights watch i just want to tell you a couple of things about him.the happy look that he had on his face when we saw each other last week that,s fine & the next time we see each other someplace if he wants to give me the same happy look that he gave me last week that,s fine & i have no problems with that but i just want to tell you a couple of things about him.

1)he knows that i suffer from being depressed.

2)he knows that what i once did to him i was very depressed back then & i didn,t mean any harm.

3)he knows all about the abuse that my father has done to me.

4)he knows that what i did over 10 years ago was a mistake & i am never ever going to do something like that again chas vesholom.

ok if he finds it neccesary to put me on crown heights watch for what i once did to him that,s fine & let him do it.but i will tell you something here that does not look right.he is the only person that i did it to that does not want to forgive me for it.all the others that i have done it to either they are mochel me for it or maybe they don,t even remember it & this person that put me on crown heights watch he is the only one that i did it to that does not want to forgive me for it.but i will tell you right now what does not look right.if what i did to him was so terrible then why is he so happy to see me?last week when we were passing each other last week & the happy look that he had on his face if what i did to him was so bad then why was he so happy to see me?i mean the happy look on his face that,s ok & i have nothing against him for that(i don,t mind if he gives me that happy look)but if what i did to him was so terrible then why was he so happy to see me then?

plus here are a couple of other things also.we were once very good friends & i was once very close with his family.plus his parents are angry at me not for what i once did to him.his parents are angry at me because of this website.the thing is that his parents are angry at me because of this website but they are not angry at him for putting me on crown heights watch.if what i did to him was so bad then his parents should be angry at me because of what i once did to him.the thing is that his parents that are angry at me because of this website & but they are not angry at him for putting me on crown heights watch.when i used to be close with his family he used to go around saying like this.menachem is a convicted child molester.i remember him doing this before closing off my relationship with his family. the thing is that if what i did to him was so bad then what did his parents invite me into his house for?

one time when he was 10 years old his father caught me molesting him when he was 10 years old.when his father caught me doing it to him when he was 10 his father made me stay from him threatening to call the police if he(the father)ever sees me near him again.this was when he was only 10 years old.now when he became bar mitzvah i was at his bar mitzvah & i was invited to it.then after his bar mitzvah his parents invited me into the house after his bar mitzvah.plus i can not say how old they are but this person that put me on crown heights watch he does have younger siblings & when his parents invited me into the house after his bar mitzvah his youngest sibling was pretty small back then.

now when i saw how his parents invited me into the house after his bar mitzvah i figured molesting a child is not so bad because i saw how they invited me into the house after they caught me molesting him when he was only 10 years old.now when i saw how his parents invited me back into the house after his bar mitzvah i figured it,s not so bad & that,s what made me bring him to my apartment & molest him when he was 15 years old back then.& this person that put me on crown heights watch he has younger siblings & when his parents invited me into the house after his bar mitzvah with other little kids there that,s what made me do it to him again when he was 15.because i figured if what i did to him was so bad then why why did his parents invite me into the house?

& this person that put me on crown heights watch he was once a very good friend of mine.also the last time that he was in my apartment without his parents permission was when he was 15 years old but he has been in my apartment many times after that.the only thing is that all the other times that he was in my apartment after age 15 it was done with permission from his parents.we used to go bike riding together.one time when he was 17 he came with me to great adventures in new jersey when he was 17 years old.& the only reason he went with me to great adventures in new jersey was to avoid the lines for the rides at the park.whenever i go to great adventures i show my handicapped card there.they estimate how long the line for the ride is & they give me a card to come back later.when it,s time for me to ride i go up the exit & i get on the ride through the exit.now when i show my handicapped card i can bring up to 4 people with me to also avoid the lines together with me.so one time when he was 17 he heard that i was going to great adventures he told me he wants to go along with me so that he can avoid the lines at the park together with me.i said ok & we both went together to great adventures so that he can avoid the lines at the park together with me.& that,s the only reason why he went with me.to avoid the lines at the park.& it was done with permission from his parents.so this person that put me on crown heights watch he even gained a little bit from my disability because if he would not have gone to great adventures with me then he would have had to stand in line for all the rides at the park so he even gained a little bit because of my disability.

now the reason why i brought this up is because there are a couple of things here that i don,t undertstand.i have spoken to several friends of mine about this & none of my friends had an answer for me on this & that,s the only reason why i am bringing this up now.this person that put me on crown heights watch if what i did to him was so bad then

1)why did his parents invite me into the house with the little kids after they caught me molesting him when he was only 10 years old?

2)why did his parents invite me to his bar mitzvah if what i did to him was so bad?

3)all the times that he has been to my apartment after age 15 with his parents permission why did his parents allow it after they caught me molesting him when he was only 10 years old?

4)when he was 17 & he came with me to great adventures why did his parents allow it after they caught me molesting him when he was only 10 years old?

5)all the times that we were together like when when we went bike riding together as well as all the other times that we were together why did his parents allow it after they caught me molesting him when he was only 10 years old.

6)it,s fine i don,t mind if he does this to me but the happy look that he had on his face when we saw each other last week if what i did to him was so bad then why was he so happy to see me then?

i mean this person that put me on crown heights watch i used to call him my brother & i used to call his parents my own parents.that,s how close i was to this family.i mean if what i did to him was so bad then why did his parents allow me to come there.allowing me to take him to great adventures when he was 17.now after his father caught me molesting him when he was 10 yes it,s true he made me stay away from his son for over 2 years but when i saw how they invited me into the house after his bar mitzvah that,s what made me think that molesting a child is not so bad.i mean all the families that used to be good friends of mine, used to invite me to their houses, used to let me pick up their little ones & now they don,t anymore i can understand that.it,s because they didn,t know what i once used to do to kids but this person that put me on crown heights watch his parents are angry at me because of this website but at the same time they are not angry at the son for putting me on crown heights watch & after they caught me molesting him when he was 10 years old if they would never have let me back into the house i would have realized sooner how bad it is to molest a child & probably never would have molested him when he was 15 but when i saw how his parents invited me back into the house after his bar mitzvah that,s what made me think that molesting a child is not such a bad thing to do.

now i have spoke to several friends of mine about this & none of them knew what to tell me & that,s the only reason why i am bringing this up here now.i mean if anybody has an answer to what i spoke about in this article let me know.several friends of mine strongly advised me never to admit on this site to what i once used to do to kids but since the police have me allready on file for this(i was interrogated on what i once used to do kids)that,s the reason why i am bringing this up now.i have spoken to several friends of mine about this & none of them had an answer for me on this & that,s the only reason why i am bringing this up now.if anybody has an answer to everything that i spoke about in this article let me know.

menachem piekarski.