Article #61

something in todays portion of chumash

tuesday parshas shemos the 14^th of teves 5774 dec 17^th 2013 3.25pm now I will admit that I am not a tzadik.yes I have done many things that I was not supposed to do & I am very far from a tzadik but I just want to speak about something that is in todays portion of chumash.

In todays portion of chumash it speaks about how moshe rabeinu saw dathan & aviram arguing & he said to the rosho lomo sakeh reacho.now it says that he didn,t even hit the person.he just picked up his hand to hit the person & that alone made him a rosho.now this shows that if you pick up your hand to hit somebody even if you don,t hit him that alone makes makes you rosho.which means that if somebody threatens to touch me just by threatening to touch me that alone makes him a rosho.

Now I don,t like to embarrass people & because of that I am not going to say his name but even though I am not going to say his name everybody is going to know who this person is that I am talking about.even though I am not going to say his name everybody is going to know who this person is that I am talking about.

now I am not going to say his name(because I don,t like to embarrass people)& because I am not going to say his name the name that I am going to give him is the name david.really his name is not david but since I don,t want to give his name that,s the reason why I am giving him the name david.now I will tell you what it,s all about.

this guy david he has used his hands on me & beaten me up twice already.now some of my friends have been telling me that david is right for attacking me & beating me up because I molested one of his relatives.they are telling me things that because of statue of limitations david is very upset that I was never prosecuted or even arrested for what I did to one of his relatives & if it would have been within the statue of limitations I would have spent 30 years behind bars & the reason why david is not attacking or beating up any of the other people on JCW(jewish community watch)is because even though the other 46 on JCW did the same thing that I did they did not molest any of davids relatives & I am the only one from the 47 on JCW that molested one of davids relatives.these friends of mine are telling me that david is right for attacking me & beating me up & if I would have molested one of the relatives of these friends of mine then they would have atacked me & beaten me up the same way that david did it to me.this is what some of my friends are telling me.

Now I have many different answers to this.i am telling you I have many different answers to this & I will tell you what it,s all about

1)almost 11 years ago when I was 36 years old I tried having my father locked up in jail for the abuse that he did to me but since I was 36 I was also too old to press charges against my father(i know I look younger but I am 47 years old now)so speaking about statue of limitations for what I once did to kids i have a statue of limitations against my father too.plus

2)when I did it I was very depressed I didn,t realize how serious it is & I didn,t mean any harm but when my father abused me he knew that this was going to mess up my life & my father does not suffer from the kind of depression that I suffer from.plus

3)all of those that I molested I am really sorry for what I did & I asked mechilah from all those that I molested but my father shows absolutely no remorse for what he has done to me.plus

4)speaking about statue of limitations everything that I spoke about in article #46 happens to be in my favor & if I would have been arrested for what I once did to kids I would have spoken to my lawyer about everything that I spoke about in article #46.i don,t know how much time I would have spent behind bars but I don,t think that it would have been for 30 years like some people are telling me.plus

5)i am the only one from the 47 on JCW that was attacked & beaten up for what I once did to kids.the other 46 on JCW the ones that they molested none of the realtives of the ones that the other 46 molested attacked & beat them up for it.if david is right for attacking me & beating me up then how come the other 46 on JCW were not attacked & beaten up by the relatives of those that they molested?

6)all those that are against me for what I once did to kids if I am such a terrible person then why don,t you go to article #46 read everything that I spoke about there in article #46 & give me an answer to what I spoke about there.i mean if I am such a terrible person then why don,t you give me answer to what I spoke about there.all the people that are against me for what I once did to kids not one of them was able to give me an answer to what I spoke about there in article #46.i mean if I am such a terrible person then why don,t you give me an answer to what I spoke about in article #46?because if I would have been arrested fore what I once did to kids I would have spoken to my lawyer about everything that I spoke about in article #46.i am telling you if I would have been arrested I would have spoken to my lawyer about everything that I spoke about in article #46.plus

7)every person no matter what kind of a criminal record he has even somebody that has been arrested 50 million times yes even somebody that has been arrested 50 million times every person has the right to go to the police & ask the police to protect him from somebody that is threatening to touch him.plus

8)like I said several friends of mine have told me that david is right for attacking me & beating me up because I molested one of his relatives & they would have done the same thing to me if I would have molested one of their relatives.but here is the thing.if they would decide to attack me & beat me up for molesting one of their relatives would they do it every time they see me in the street?i don,t think so.they would probably attack me & beat me up once & then not bother me again after that.ok david attacked me & beat me up twice already.don,t you think that it,s about time that I should have the right to tell david to stay away from me & not harras me anymore?i mean he did it to me twice already I think it,s about time that I should have the right to tell him to stay away from me & not harrass me anymore.I am telling you from the 2 times that david has attacked me & beaten me up I learned my lesson not to do what I once did to kids.i am going to remember it for the rest of my life & this is more than enough for me to learn not to do something like that again.

I stopped doing this over 9 years ago in 2004.until 9 years ago 2004 I used to go to every single sholom zochor in crown heights regardless of weather I knew the family or not.since 2004 I only go if I know the family & good friends with the family & I have been doing this for over 9 years already.

Now when I used to go to every sholom zochor in crown heights the reason I went was so that I can get to know a lot of families that way & find the right family to go to for help.& that,s the reason why I did it.what was I supposed to do?i was very depressed so I decided to go to sholom zochors get to know a lot of families that way & find the right family to go to for help then after I became friends with the family I would go ahead & molest the kids of the families that I became friends with & that,s how I got myself into the mess that I am in right now.

Now if you go to article #58 I spoke about it over there about everything that my family did to me that caused me to close off my relationship with them & find other families to go to for help.i mean I was forced to close off the relationship with my family & find other families to go to for help & that,s how I got myself into this mess now.

I do agree that what I did was very bad & I really was not supposed to do that but just because I did that that,s not a reason for anybody to use their hands on me & beat be up just because I did something like that.

I am not asking meir seewald to remove me from his site.even though at one time I did ask him to remove me from his site I am not asking him to do it.

I am not asking anybody to let me go near their children.anybody who feels that I am a threat to little kids is doing the right thing not letting me go near them.

I am not asking anybody to be my friend.anybody who feels that I am not the right person to be friends with & they don,t want to have anything to do with me that,s fine & I have nothing against you for it.

this is a free country & you have the right to decide who you want to be friends with & who you do not want to be friends with & if you feel that I am not the right person to be friends with that,s fine & I have nothing against you for it & to the person that I bothered 2 weeks ago I am sorry for doing that & it,s not going to happen again.

Now there is something that I need everybody in crown heights to do this for me.if I go to a simcha & somebody from the family doesn,t want me there I do not want anybody from the family to come over to me & ask me to leave.what the family should do then is call the police & have the police escort me out.just dial 911 & say that there is somebody over here & you don,t want him here & have the police escort me out.the reason is because I get very frightened whenever somebody from the family asks me to leave.whenever somebody from the family asks me to leave I get very frightened whenever that happens.& that,s the reason why I need the police to escort me out.there have been many times that I did not go to a simcha because I knew that somebody from the family didn,t want me there but sometimes I go to a simcha thinking that everybody from the family wants me there & when I get there I find out that the family doesn,t want me there & they make leave.i understand that.i went to a simcha where the family doesn,t want me there & when I get there they make me leave.i understand that.the only thing is that I get very frightened whenever somebody from the family comes over to me & asks me to leave that,s the reason why I need it done this way.when you call the cops if they ask you why you won,t just come over to me & make me leave yourself you tell the them(the 911 operator)that I get very frightened whenever somebody from the family asks me to leave & that I need it done this way(tell that to the 911 operator).this doesn,t happen too often but sometimes I go to a simcha thinking that everybody in the family will be happy to see me there & when I get there I find out that the family doesn,t want me there & they make me leave.the only thing is that I get very frightened whenever the family asks me to leave & that,s the reason why I need it done this way.this is only for the rare time that I go to a simcha thinking that everybody in the family will be happy to see me there & when I get there I find out that the family doesn,t want me there.

Menachem piekarski

Article #60

I am sorry

tuesday dec 3^rd 2013 the 7^th night of chanukah 10.35pm today I went over to somebody I was going to ask him if he can do something for me.before I even had a chance to tell him what I need from him he got very angry at me & he was really going to give it to me just for trying to ask him if he can do something for me.

Now when I went over to him I did not know that he was going to get so angry like that.i thought that he was going to let me talk to him.i wasn,t sure if he was going to do what I needed from him but I didn,t know that he was going to get so angry like that just for aproaching him & try to ask him for something.

When he saw that I was aproaching him before I even had a chance to tell him what I need from him he was already after me ready to really give it to me before I even had a chance to tell him what I need from him.

Now this person that I went to yes I knew that he has a bad relationship with me yes I knew that but I didn,t know that he was going to get so angry like that just for aproaching him to ask him for something.

If I would have known that he was going to get so angry like that I would not have gone over to him.i didn,t know that he was going to get so angry like that.i knew that he had a bad relationship with me but I didn,t think that he was going to get so angry like that just for going over to him & asking him if he can do something for me.

Anyways to the person that I went to today to ask him if he can do something for me I didn,t know that he was going to get so angry at me just for aproaching him like that I am sorry for doing it & it,s not going to happen again.you didn,t have to get so angry like that.all you had to do was say that you don,t want me coming near you & that you want me staying away from you & I would have listened to you if you would have said just that to me.you didn,t have to get so angry at me just for aproaching you & asking you if you can do something for me.anyways I am sorry for doing that & it,s not going to happen again.

Menachem piekarski.

Article #58

ADOPTION

sunday oct 20th 2013  9.06pm now it,s going to be a little bit difficult to explain but I will try to explain it the best way possible.when I was living in my parents house my parents had a very abusive policy on me.anytime that I would go over to either my father or my mother & complain to them against any of my brothers or sisters my parents would always tell me that if I don,t like something in this house then I can leave.& at the same time if one of my brothers or sisters would complain to my parents against me I would always get into trouble.all of my brothers or sisters know that they have the full freedom of starting up with me with absolutely no fear of getting into trouble at all.

Then I had a whole bunch of problems with my father that had nothing to do with my brothers or sisters.for example one of the problems that I had with my father was that winter clothing like coats, gloves, scarfs & things like that my father would never buy me any of those things.i had to pay for it out of my own money.but that wasn,t the only problem.let me tell you what happened after that.if the temperature outside was too high my father would not let me go outside with a wintercoat if the temperature was above 40 degrees & he would take away clothing that I paid for out of my own money.the fact that I had to pay for all the winter clothes that wasn,t so bad but when he takes away clothing that I paid for out of my own money what am I supposed to do?

Now when I left my parents house almost 22 years ago at age 25(i am 47 now)as soon as I left my parents started calling me up asking me to come back home.

Now it,s going to be a little difficult to explain but I will try to explain it the best way possible.

when I was living in my parents house under their support if my parents would have put me up for adoption there is a very high chance that my adoptive parents would have taken better care of me than they did & my life would have been a lot happier than the way it is now at.but instead of putting me up for adoption they decided to abuse me & because of that that,s the reason why my life is the way it is now at.

Now it,s going to be a little difficult to explain but I will try to explain it the best way possible.

I don,t know how old I was when my parents realized that I am disabled but I know that I was under 18 years old when my parents realized that I am disabled.

Now when my parents realized that I am disabled let me tell you what they should have done.

They should have said to themselves like this.

Menachem is disabled.we do not have the patience to take care of him the way that we are supposed to we are going to put him up for adoption & hopefully his adoptive parents will take better care of him than we are able to.

That is what my parents should have done as soon as they realized that I am disabled.

But instead of putting me up for adoption they decided to abuse me inside the house & look what kind of life I am going through right now.(crown heights watch, jewish community watch, yanky prager, meir seewald, noson ezagui all the abuse that I am going through right now).

Now the abuse is still not over.& I will show you how.if my parents would have put me up for adoption there is a very high chance that my adoptive parents would have taken better care of me than they did & my life would have been a lot happier than the way it is now at.

But now the abuse is still not over.i have my family sending me invitations asking me to come to all the simchas in the family so this time I sent my brother chaim an e-mail asking him not to send me any more invitations.so when I e-mailed this to me brother he gives me a reply back telling me that he is going to continue sending me invitations even though I asked him not to.

It,s bad enough that my parents did not put me up for adoption the way that they were supposed to but now I have my brother chaim telling me that he is going to continue sending me invitations even though I asked him not to.

Here I am going to show you the e-mail that I sent to my brother chaim & look at the response that he gave me.here it is.

7184046404@vzwpix.com

Sep 9

to me

Mazel Tov on the engagement of our daughter Rochel to Yossi Berkes The Vort will take place Tuesday evening at Lubavitcher Yeshiva Albany Ave Between Crown st and Montgomery St. 8PM Chaim Piekarski

Menachem Piekarski <mpiekarski79@gmail.com>

5:27 AM (14 hours ago)

to 7184046404

chaim.can you please take me off your mailing list & stop sending me invitations everytime that you make a simcha.

your brother menachem.

7184046404@vtext.com

7:40 AM (12 hours ago)

to me

Since you are my brother I will continue to send you invitations. It is your choice whether to come or not.

This is exactly what I mean by abuse.not only didn,t my parents put me up for adoption the way that they were supposed to but now they are sending me invitations asking me to come to all the family simchas & when I ask my brother chaim not to send me any more invitations look what he says to me.

This is exactly what I mean by abuse.

Menachem piekarski.

Article #57

wednesday oct 16^th 2013  1.10am now I am not going to say who this person is or which store it was at but I will tell you what happened.i was at the cleaners today to pick up my suit.now there was this person that I happen to have a very bad relationship with him.i am not going to say who this person or which store it was at but as I was standing in line to pick up my suit the person in line directly on front of me happens to be somebody that I happen to have a very bad relationship with him.he got there before me I got there after him & I was standing in line directly behind him to pick up my suit from the cleaners.

Now the person that I have the bad relationship with he felt very uncomfortable with me standing in line right behind him.now normally I would have waited until he leaves the store to get in line but since they were closing(they close at 7pm & it was already after 7pm)i had to get in line to pick up my suit before they close & that,s the reason why I had to do that.

Now to the person whom I have a bad relationship with him I know that you felt very uncomfortable with me standing in line right behind you but I had to pick up my suit before they close.normally I would have waited until you leave the store to even get in line but I had to pick up my suit before they close & that,s only the reason why I had to do that.sorry about that.

Menachem piekarski.

article #56

Article #56

mechilah

monday july 15^th 2013 erev tisha bav 12.00am one of the things that I did this past year when I publicized the names of one of my victims I would like to apologize for doing that.there are alot of families who used to be my good friends & these families who used to be my good friends now don,t want to have anything to do with me anymore because of that & from all the friends that I lost because of that I realize now how wrong it was for me to do something like that & I am really very sorry for doing something like that.i am really very sorry for doing something like this & it,s not going to happen again.this is something that I really should not have done & I am really very sorry for doing it.

But let me just give you the reason why I did that.noson ezagui the son of shlomo & sheina 1227 president apt 2c whenever I see him someplace like at a simcha or any other place he is always harrasing me & following me around wherever I go & no matter how much I try to stay away from him he is always following me around wherever I go no matter how much I try to stay away from him.& he has used his hands on me a couple of times also.

I tried to get an order of protection against him but I wasn,t able to.so I figured that maybe if I speak about something that he doesn,t want me speaking about then maybe he will think twice before coming near me again & that,s the reason why I did that.

Now the reason why it was wrong of me to do that is for 2 different reasons.

1)because when I publicized the names of one of my victims I was reminding him of what I once used to do to him many years ago plus

2)i was hurting one person because of something that somebody else is doing to me.like I will go & hurt reuven because of something that shimon did to me.so here I am hurting somebody else because of something that noson is doing to me.

& that,s the reason why it was wrong of me to do that.like I am going to hurt one person because of something that somebody else is doing to me & that,s the reason why it was wrong of me to do that.

Now the person where I publicized his name as one of my victims I really want to ask you mechilah for doing that & it,s not going to happen again.but let me just tell you the reason why I did that.

There are 37 people on JCW(jewish community watch)& I am one of them.does noson go around attacking & beating up the other 36 people on JCW?i mean if noson went around doing this to the other 36 people also then I can understand him doing this to me.

First of all there are alot of things that happen to be in my favor & if you go to article #46 everything that I spoke about in article #46 happens to be in my favor but on top of everything that I spoke about in article #46 that happens to be in my favor does noson go around doing this to the other 36 people also?

I am not asking meir seewald to remove me from his site.even though at one time I did ask him to remove me from his site I am not asking him to remove me from his site.

I am not asking anybody to let me go near their kids.anybody that feels that I am a threat to little kids they are doing the right thing not letting me go near them.

I am not asking anybody to be my friend.anybody who feels that I am not the right person to be friends with & they don,t want to have anything to do with me that,s fine & I have nothing against you for it.

All I am asking is that you do not harrass me & as long as you do not harrass me then I have nothing against you as long as you do not harrass me.

Now once again it was really very wrong of me to publicize the names of one of my victims but I just wanted to let you know what caused me to do that.

Now if noson comes over to me apologizes to me for harrasing me & tells me that he is not going to do it again then I will be more than happy to remove him from this site.that,s all he has to do to be removed from this site.

All he has to do is come over to me apologize to me for harrasing me & tell me that he is not going to do it again & I am going to remove him from this site as soon as he does that.

There are 37 people on JCW & I am one of them.does noson do this to the other 36 people also?

As soon as noson comes over to me apologizes to me for harrasing me & tells me that he is not going to do it again & I will remove him from this site as soon as he does that for me.

Menachem piekarski.

article #55

Article #55

I said hello to somebody else that was walking on front of her.

sunday july 7^th 2013 5.38pm the person that I spoke about in article #46 I saw his mother today on kingston ave.we were passing each other in oposite directions.i was walking in one direction & she was walking the other way & we were passing each other in oposite directions(the mother of the person that I spoke about in article #46).now as we were passing each other she gave me a very upsetting look like I am such a bad guy like she never met somebody as bad as me.a real upsetting look she gave me today like I am the worst person that she ever met in her life.that,s the kind of look that she gave me as were passing each other today in oposite directions.

Now my answer to that is very simple.if I am such a bad guy then why don,t you give me an answer to everything that I spoke about in article #46?everything that I spoke about in article #46 happens to be in my favor & if I am such a terrible person then why don,t you give me an answer to everything that I spoke about there?

now I know the reason why you can not give me an answer to that.it,s because you know that I am right.& that,s the reason why you can not give me an answer to what I spoke about in article #46.because if I am such a terrible person then why don,t you give me an answer to everything that I spoke about there in article #46?

ok fine.if you feel like you don,t want to be my friend anymore & you don,t want to have anything to do with me because of what I once used to do to kids that,s fine & I have nothing against you for that but if I am such a terrible person then why don,t you give me an answer to everything that I spoke about in article #46?

now the person that I spoke about in article #46 when I saw his mother today on kingston ave & we were passing each other in oposite directions & she gave me this very upsetting look like I am such a terrible person a very good friend of mine was walking right on front of her & I said hello to my friend that was walking right on front of the mother of the person that I spoke about in article #46 so as I said hello to my friend she thought that I was saying hello to her.it was a friend of mine that was walking right on front of her that I said hello to.that,s the person that I said hello to.not to her.but if I am such a terrible person then why don,t you give me an answer to everything that I spoke about in article #46?

menachem piekarski.

article #54

Article #54

the video from JCW titled as friendly message for camp summer staff

wednesday june 26^th 2013 4.09am the 6 min video that came out a couple of days ago titled as friendly message for camp summer staff I would like to say a little bit of what I think of that video.

on that video there are several different speakers there on that video & from all the things that were discussed in that 6 min video I would like to give my opinion on some of the things that were discussed in that video there.

At around 3.40 into the video when rabbi jacobson says not to deny what you have done but to admit to what you have done I would like to say something about that.from the 36 people on JCW I am the only one from the 36 people that is admitting publicly on my own website to what I have done.not one of the other 35 people are admitting to what they have done the way that I am doing it.they might admit to it privately to their friends & family but not one of the other 35 people are admitting to it the way that I am doing it.so when you see how the other 35 people on JCW will not admit to what they have done I am the only one from the 36 people that is admitting to it the way that rabbi jacobson said it should be done.

& that,s not the only thing.one of the other things that was discussed in that 6 min video I would like to give my opinion on one of the other things that was also discussed in that 6 min video.at around 2 min into the video when rabbi levka caplan says how much harm a rebbie can do to his talmud by calling the talmud an insulting name I would like to say something about that.

Let,s say somebody comes over to me & calls me an insulting name I usually ignore it.yes it does hurt when somebody insults me but I just ignore it.the only time that I get angry is if the person either

uses his hands on me or

threatens to use his hands on me or

is continuosly following me around all over the place & no matter where I go this person is just following me around all over the place no matter where I go

those are the only times that I will get angry.but if a person comes over to me & calls me an insulting name I just ignore it & not let it bother me.

Now when rabbi caplan speaks about how bad it is for a rebbie to insult his talmud I usually just ignore it if somebody insults me.but when you watch the video & around 2 min into the video when rabbi caplan speaks about how bad it is for a rebbie to insult his talmud but yet when somebody comes to me & uses his hands on me what,s about that?

Yes I must admit that a rebbie calling his talmud an insulting name is a very bad thing to do but using your hands on somebody is much worse than calling somebody an insulting name.

Now around 30 sec into the video when meir seewald says that he will not tolerate any kind of abuse & he(meir seewald)says that he does not care who you are which family you come from or even the biggest name he will expose you if you molest a child than a little bit after that like one min into the video when rabbi jacobson says that imagine that you are in the worst mood the hottest temper would you entertain the idea to molest a child?ok I understand that.when I used to molest children over 10 years ago I was very depressed back then I did not realize how serious it was & I did not mean any harm & if you go to article #46 everything that I spoke about in article #46 happens to be in my favor but despite everything that I spoke about in article #46(which happens to be in my favor)I still have nothing against meir seewald for putting me on his site & the fact that I am on his site I am accepting that as a punishment for what I once used to do to kids over 10 years ago.

Now when I first saw myself over a year ago on what was then crown heights watch I got very frightened & I threatened to publicoze the names of my victims if I don,t get removed.that,s what I did when I first saw myself over a year ago on what was then crown heights watch.the reason I did that is because I got very frightened when I saw myself on what was then crown heights watch.but later on I realized that it was very wrong of me to do that & I did not complain when I saw myself back up on JCW.the only time I get angry is if people pick on me because they know that I am disabled & I can not fight back.that,s the only time that I get angry.

Menachem piekarski.

article #53(continued from article #52)

i would like to apologize to notie shemtov for what i originally said about him

tuesday march 28th 2013 3.10am originally i wrote that notie also surounded me like the other hooligans did but not only didn,t notie do anything to me he even tried to help me but he wasn,t able to.when i got home i was very depressed & not realizing that notie tried to help me by mistake i said that notie also surrounded me like the other 10 hooligans but not only didn,t notie do anyhting to me he even tried to help me with the situation but he wasn,t able to because he was also outnumbered by these 10 hooligans surrounding me.

notie i really want to apologize for speaking out against you & would like to thank you for what you tried to do for me & i hope that you are mochel me for what i originally said about you.

when i got home i was very depressed & not being in my right mind by mistake said that notie also surrounded me like the other 10 hooligans did but a little later realized that not only didn,t notie do anything to me but he even tried to help me out with the situation.

i am really very sorry for what i originally said about you & would  like to thank you for everything that you tried to do for me.

thank you very much for everything that you did for me & i would really like to ask you for mechillah for what i originally said about you.thank you very much notie.

menachem piekarski

Article #52

VIGILANTE

monday may 27^th 2013 12.19am several people are trying to convince me to forgive my father for what he has done to me.now for all those people that are trying to convince me to forgive my father for what he has done to me I have a couple of things to say about that.

I am now 46 years old & I am the 2^nd oldest of 11 children.now When I used to live in my parents house my father had a very abusive policy to me.anytime that I would go over to my father & complain to my father against any of my brothers or sisters my father would always tell me that if I don,t like something in the house then I can leave.all of my brothers & sisters know that they have the full freedom to start up with me anytime I like without any fear of getting into trouble at all.

Now when I left my parents house 21 years ago at age 25 I was very depressed back then & I had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help.now trusting them that they were the right family to go to for help I went to one particular family in crown heights trusting them that they were the right family to go to for help.the family that I went to for help I spoke about them in article #46.the family that I spoke about in article #46 that,s the family that I went to for help trusting them that they were the right family to go to for help.

Now not realizing how serious it is I made a little mistake & I molested one of the children from the family that I spoke about in article #46.this person that I spoke about in article #46 he eventually started hitting me & beating me up before I closed off my relationship with his family over 4 years ago.

After closing off my relationship with his family over 4 years ago this person then went ahead & put me on JCW(jewish community watch).at first I was very chutzpidik & threatened to publicize the names of my victims if I don,t get removed.that,s what I did at the beginning.later on I realized that it was not right of me to do that & I did not complain when I saw myself back up on JCW.

Now noson continued harrasing me even after I removed him from my site.so I figured that if I publicize the names of one of my victims that noson might think twice before coming near me again.

Now I was asked not to publicize the names of any of my victims but I will tell you what happened.the person that I spoke about in article #46 his older brother came over to me at the chasuna of cousin to melendez & tells me that he wants to speak to me outside.i told him that he can send me an e-mail.he then picks up a chair to me & threatens to beat me up if I don,t go outside with him.i then had about 10 people surrounding me.the 10 people that surrounded me I know the names of 4 of them.one of them is the older brother of the person that I spoke about in article #46 & because I can not publicize the names of one of my victims I can not say this person,s name but he is the older brother of the person that I spoke about in article #46.three of the other people that surrounded me is yanky prager, his brother levy & meir seewald.the remaining 6 people I don,t know their names.

Now with 10 hooligans surrounding me I started to scream for help.but with 10 people holding me captive I was outnumbered & I had no choice but to just do what they ask me to do(i was outnumbered by them).now as these 10 hooligans were holding me captive I told them that I want to settle this with the police.they said that they will beat me up before the police arrive.

notie shemtov who is the choson,s brother in law & a very good friend of mine saw what was going on tried to help me but with 10 hooligans surounding me there wasn,t much that he could do.notie tried to help me but with 10 hooligans surrounding me there wasn,t much that he could do.so now with 10 hooligans surrounding me (this was outside of the razag hall)one of them had his face covered & with his face covered gave me several kicks & punches & because his face was covered I could not identify who he is.after they let me go I stopped a police car at the corner of empire & troy.but the police did not respond to me.but somebody who saw me trying to flag down the police car dialed 911 & stayed with me until the police arrived.while we were waiting meir seewald goes over to this guy that called the police for me & tells him that I am a child molester.but as the police arrive meir seewald walks away as the police arrive .

Now as meir seewald was walking away I told the police to catch meir seewald because he was one of the 10 people that surrounded me.the police went after meir seewald & detained him.I told the officers everything what happened but the police refused to do anything about it.i then asked the officers if they can escort me to my house but the officers refused to do even that for me.so being extremely terrified I said to myself like this.ok if they decide to attack me on my way home then there is nothing that I can do about it.i have no choice but to let them attack me if they want to.

Now as I was walking home yisroel shemtov stops me on the street & tells me that I had better remove that article or it will not be safe for me to walk the streets of crown heights if I don,t remove that article.he didn,t touch me or do anything to me but he said that to me as I was walking home.then a little later on yanky prager comes over to me & calls me a child molester.after yanky called me a child molester I stopped off at one of my friends & told them what happened.this friend of mine called up yanky prager & spoke to him about it.this friend of mine then tells me that I should remove that article about me publicizing the names of my victims.

Ok I have no choice but to just remove that article about me publicizing the names of my victims.because if I don,t I will not be able to live too much longer.sure it,s very easy for 10 hooligans to attack me & beat me up anytime they see me in the street.so now with 10 hooligans after me i guess I have no choice but to just listen to them & do what they say.

& even with the removal of this article of me publicizing the names of my victims these 10 hooligans are free to harass me & annoy me as much as they want & nobody to protect me from them & I am pretty sure that these 10 hooligans are going to take adavntage of that.if you think that I am convinced that these 10 hooligans are going to stay away from me & not come anywhere near me even with the removal of this article I will believe that the same way that I will believe a couple of other stories.

Now I have complete bitachon that everything that happens to a person is bashert min hashomayim & if it,s bashert min hashomayim that I should have to go through this type of abuse then I guess that there is nothing that I can do about it.

Sure my father ruined my life.when I left my parents house 21 years ago at age 25(i am 46 now)i had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help & because I picked the wrong family to go to for help this is what I have to go through now.

Ok nothing that I can do about it.so the 10 hooligans that surrounded me last night at the razag hall plus the 3 hooligans that I have on this site plus all the people that are planning to join these 13 hooligans you are all free to attack me & beat me up as much as you like & I am pretty sure that all 13 of you(the 10 that surrounded me at the razag hall plus the 3 that I have on this site now)are going to attack me & beat me up many more times in the future & I have absolutely nobody to protect me from the 13 of you.

But let me just say one thing to all 13 of you(as well as to all those that are planning to join these 13 hooligans in the future)all of you are going to have to give a big din vcheshbon for everything that you are doing to me.when it comes your time to go up to shamayim all 13 of you are going to have to answer a lot of things after 120 years.

Let me just say a couple of things here.

My father ruined my life & I had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help & simply for picking the wrong family to go to for help this is what I have to go through simply for picking the wrong family to go to for help plus

if you read the article properly I said that I will remove that article if noson & all of his friends stay away from me for 3 months & all noson had to do is send me an e-mail apologizing for harrasing me & I would have removed that article right away.but instead of apologizing to me for it(where I would have removed it instantly if you would have done that)you go ahead & you have this gang of 10 hooligans surrounding me at the razag hall?let me tell you something noson.after 120 years you are going to have to give a big din vcheshbon for what you are doing to me now.

& to yanky prager let me say a couple of things to yanky prager.you claim that you are protecting all the kids in crown heights from what I used to do to kids over 10 years ago I have a couple of questions to ask you about that.

1)there is such a thing as vigilante.do you know what vigilante means?vigilante means something which is legal to do no law against it but you decide to make that into a law & enforce it on disabled people like me that can not defend themselves.so you decided to make it a law of what I am allowed to talk about on my own site & if I don,t go by your rules you & the other 12 hooligans are going to attack me & beat me up when I walk the streets of crown heights if I don,t listen to you about what I can talk about on this site.& when I told you to call the police you said no because of the statue of limitations.that,s exactly what vigilante is.it,s not the law but you decided to make it into a law & enforce it on disabled people like me.that,s exactly what vigilante is.i was going to remove that article in a month from now & promise to keep it off if noson & all his friends stay away from me.so instead of behaving like a mentch this is what you do to me?let me tell you something.after 120 years you are going to have to give a big din vcheshbon for what you are doing to me now.

2)also another thing.like I said vigilante means enforcing something that is legal to do on disabled people like me that can not defend themselves but I have another question to ask you.what I am doing is not even against the halacha.because if I was breaking the halacha then why don,t you take me to a din torah?if you think that what I am doing is against the halacha then go ahead & take me to a din torah.so this shows that you don,t believe not in halacha & not in the law either.because if I was breaking the law then why don,t you turn me over to the police?& if I was breaking halacha then why don,t you take me to a din torah if I am breaking halacha?this shows what kind of a criminal terrorist you are.

3)now because I don,t have anybody to protect me from a criminal terrorist like you I have no choice but to listen to you & remove that article.but even though I am calling you a criminal terrorist I am listening to you & removing that article so now that I am listening to you & removing that article do you promise me that you are going to both

a)stay away from me &

b)make sure that everybody else in your group stays away from me also

or now you are going to attack me again for calling you a criminal terrorist.that,s right.you are going to attack me again for calling you a criminal terrorist or are you going to make sure that everybody in your group stays away from me.

& while you were holding me captive I told you that I am one of 32 people on JCW do you do this to the other 31 people on JCW?you answered me that the other 31 people don,t have a website where they publkicize the names of their victims.

Ok so now that I removed that article publicizing the names of my victims you will stay away from me & make sure that everybody in your group stays away from me also.is that what you are going to do or are you going to attack me again for calling you a criminal terrorist?

4)on my way home I stopped off at the house of one of my friends & told them what happened.this friend of mine called you up & spoke to you about it.you told this friend of mine that you did not touch me.that,s true but you were one of the 10 people that suroundeed me while the guy with his face covered kicked me & punched me several times.so all 10 of you are responsible for that guy that kicked me & punched while his face was covered.

This friend of mine also told me to remove that article about me publicizing the names of one of my victims & this friend of mine that I stopped of by on my way home that called you up he told me that if I listen to you & remove that article & somebody attacks me after I do that then he will take care of it.so even though I am calling you a criminal terrorist since I am listening to you & removing that article(because of that vigilante that you are doing to me)do I have your promise that you will both stay away from me & make sure that everybody in your group stays away from me also or you are going to attack me again for calling you a criminal terrorist.

Now for those of you that are trying to convince me to forgive my father for what he has done to me I have a couple of things to ask you about that.

After leaving my parents house 21 years ago at age 25(i am 46 now)i had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help & I simply picked the wrong family to go to for help & this is what I have to go through now because of that plus

as you can see there is a lot of vigilante here(these 10 hooligans that surrounded me at the razag hall because they know that I am disabled can not fight back & nobody to protect me from them so they feel that they can enforce any rules they want me to obey threatening to attack me if I don,t listen to them)like not calling the cops or taking me to a din torah & this came from the abuse that my father did to me because I had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help & even now nobody from my family is going to protect me from something like this & I should forgive my father for this?

This is very simple.nothing that I could have done about it.my father ruined my life I had to use my own judgement in deciding which family to go to for help & this is what I have to go through now.& to all of you that are calling me a molester.if I really am a molester then why don,t you turn me over to the police?better why don,t you take me to a din torah for it?you won,t do that because you know that you are going to lose.

Sure it,s very easy.if you know that I am going to be at a certain place at a certain time then you just arrange it for all 10 of you to be there wait for me attack me & because I am outnumbered I have no choice but to just listen to you & do what you say.let me tell you something.all 10 of you you are all going to have to give a big din vcheshbon for what you are doing to me now.because if I was really as bad as you say I am then why don,t you turn me over to the police?why don,t you take me to a din torah for that.

Sure very easy.just have 10 people attack me someplace.& even if I listen & don,t say anything inapropriate on this site even then I still have no protection against these 10 hooligans attacking me in the street even if I listen to all of you.

I am disabled I can not defend myself nobody in my family will protect me from you sure go ahead attack me again & there is nothing that I can do to stop the 10 of you from attacking me again.

Menachem piekarski. (continues with article #53)

Article # 51

something very important that I have to speak to both noson & saadya about(but not that serious)

friday may 17^th 2013 isru chag shavuos 12.31am noson & saadya I am not angry at them for this but I just want to make sure that we don,t have any problems when I go to hachai publishing or to webers bicycle shop in boro park.

Yossi strasberg happens to be a very good friend of mine but because saadya works at his bicycle shop on empire anytime I need something for my bike I always go to a bicycle shop out of crown heights.yossi strasberg is my good friend but because saadya works at his bicycle shop on empire that,s the reason why I have no choice but to go to bicycle shops out of crown heights any time I need something for my bike.

But that,s not the only problem.there is another thing also.hachai publishing which is on top of empire kosher I have friends that works at hachai publishing & alot of times I go to hachai publishing to visit my friends that work there.

Now I am not angry.i am not upset but I just want to make sure that we don,t have any problems anytime I visit my friends at hachai puiblishing.now if it,s possible I always try to get to hachai publishing without passing to close to saadya but that,s not always possible & sometimes we don,t have a choice but for me & saadya to pass very close to each other whenever I visit my friends at hachai publishing.

Now whenever I visit my friends at hachai publishing if me & saadya have to pass close to each other then as long as saadya behaves himself & does not harrass me or do anything to me then I will have nothing against him for it.meaning that if saadya just does what he has to do & does not harass me or do anything to me then I will have nothing against him for it.if saadya harrases me or does anything to me there then I will get angry but if saadya just does what he has to do & does not harras me or do anything to me there then I will have nothing against him for it.i just want to make sure that there are no problems between me & saadya anytime I visit my friends at hachai publishing.

Now that,s not the only problem.there is another thing that also has to be taken care of.yossi strasberg happens to be a very good friend of mine but because saadya works there I have no choice but to go to bicycle shops out of crown heights anytime I need something for my bike.

Now one of the bicycle shops that I go to out of crown heights happens to be webers bicycle shop in boro park.now there is a small problem there also.noson,s father has his furniture store right next door to webers bicycle shop in boro park.& whenever I need something for my bike that,s one of the stores that I go to whenever I need something for my bike.now whenever I visit webers bicycle shop noson,s father that has his furniture store right next door to the bicycle shop anytime I go to webers to get something for my bike noson might be there at his fathers furniture store in boro park.

Now if I am visiting webers bicycle store & noson happens to be there too then as long as noson does not harrass me or do anything to me there then I will have nothing against noson for it as long as noson does not harrass me or do anything to me there.meaning that if noson just does what he has to do & does not harass me or do anything to me there then I will nothing against him for it.if noson harases or does anything to me there then I will get angry but as long as long as noson behaves himself & does not harass me or do anything to me then I will have nothing against him for it.

I just want to make sure that there are no problems between me & saadya whenever I visit my friends at hachai publishing & no problems between me & noson whenever I go to webers bicycle shop in boro park.

Menachem piekarski.

article #50

if noson wants to contact me

tuesday april 30th 2013   9.30pm  if noson wants to contact me he can do it either by leaving me a comment after each article or by sending me an e-mail.my e-mail address is at the top of this page right after my phone # & if he wants to either ask me or tell me anything he can send me an e-mail or leave me a comment after the article.

but here is the thing.if noson sends me an e-mail then i am going to put his e-mail on this site & answer it that way.meaning that the only way that noson can contact me is if everybody that visits this site can see what he said to me.like if he leaves me a comment then everybody can see what he said to me or if he sends me an e-mail then i put his e-mail on this site so everybody can see what he said to me & i will answer his e-mail that way.

he can not call my # & he can not say anything to me when we see each other in the street.the only way that he can have a conversation with me is if everybody can see what he is saying to me.

same thing is with saadya.if saadya want to either ask me or tell me something he can either leave me a comment or send me an e-mail but just like noson if saadya sends me an e-mail then it,e the same thing.i am going to put his e-mail on this site & answer it that way.

if they want to do it that way they could but they have to agree that they give me permision to put their e-mail on this site & i will answer it that way.my e-mail address is at the top of this page right after my phone # & that,s the only way that they can contact me.they are not to call my # & they are not to say anything to me when we see each other in the street.

now today i was on kingston ave today when i saw a friend of mine on kingston & i didn,t realize that noson was there.so i said hello to my friend not realizing that noson was there.right after i said hello to my friend i saw noson & noson thought that i was saying hello to him(noson).so noson thought that i was saying hello to him.it was a friend of mine that i said hello to right before i saw noson.

when this incident happened noson was standing by a car when this happened & i just didn,t realize that he was right there.noson did not do anything to me.he looked at me like he,s a kind of surprised that i could say hello to him because i said hello to a friend of mine right before i saw him.

ok noson.you did not do anything wrong today & i have nothing against you for what happened today & if you want to ask me or tell me anything then you can either leave me a comment or send me an e-mail but you have to agree that you give me permission to put your e-mail on this site so that everybody can see what you said to me & i will answer it that way.i am sorry but that.s the only way that you can contact me.my e-mail address is at the top of this page right after my phone # & if you want you can contact me like that.same thing is with saadya if saadya wants to contact me like that he could but he has to agree that he gives me permission to put his e-mail on this site so that everybody can see what they said to me & i will answer it that way.

i am sorry but this is the only way that noson or saadya can contact me.

menachem piekarski.

article # 48(continued from article #47)

noson ezagui

wednesday jan 23rd 2013   7.56am last night i had a very serious incident with noson ezagui at the chasuna of baumgarten to moskowitz.the chasuna last night of baumgarten to moskowitz i did not know that noson was going to be there.if i would have known that noson was going to be there i would not have gone to the chasuna.

now i came in last night at 9pm.as soon as i came in i saw noson there.ok i saw where he was sitting so i said to myself like this.ok noson is sitting here so i will sit on the other side of the hall from where he was at.now as soon as i made myself a place to sit on the other side of the hall noson starts following me around all over the place.ok i picked myself up & i made myself a place to sit at a different part of the hall.noson goes ahead & follows me there too.& no matter where i went noson was just following me around all over the place no matter where i went.

i went to several friends of mine & i asked them if they can do something for me to make sure that noson doesn,t come anywhere near me.but nobody wanted to do that for me.

ok so with noson following me around all over the place & nobody doing anything to make sure that noson doesn,t come anywhere near me i said to myself time for me to leave.but i said to myself i am not walking home alone.because i wanted to make sure that noson doesn,t come anywhere near me on my way home.now as i was heading home with one of my friends noson goes ahead & follows me outside & tells me that i had better stay away from him & he did this to me as i was heading home with one of my friends.he did not touch me but he told me that i had better stay away from him.he followed me outside & said this to me as i was walking home with one of my friends.

now as soon as i got home i called the police & made a report of how he was following me around at the chasuna.the officers that took down the report told me that i should have called the police when he was following me around at the chasuna hall.now i was going to call the cops.the only thing is that inside the hall the band was playing inside & it was too noisy to dial 911 inside.outside it was 20 degrees outside & too cold to use the phone outside.& that,s the reason why i decided to wait until i get home before dialing 911.now the officers that took down the report told me i should have dialed 911 when i was still at the chasuna hall & they would have made sure that he stays away from me at the chasuna hall.that,s what the officers told me when i made the report at my house.

now this is a perfect example of abuse.last week when i was by kahans grocery store last week he is there standing right next to me as i am at the counter paying for the groceries which i have to do because of him(i can not go to too many simchas in crown heights because of him & that,s the reason why my grocery bills are so high & then he gives me problems when i am at the counter paying for the groceries which i have to do because of him)then he follows me around all over the place at the chasuna of baumgarten to moskowitz & then he tells me that he wants me staying away from him.

i did not know that he was going to be there & i wouldn,t have gone to the chasuna if i would have known that he was going to be there.i come in not knowing that he was going to be there.he is following me all over the place at the chasuna hall.& then as i am leaving he goes ahead follows me outside & tells me that he wants me staying away from him.if this is not called abuse then i don,t know what is.

noson when you followed me outside & told me that you want me staying away from you i have a couple of questions to ask you about that.

1)when i came in at 9pm saw where you were sitting at & sat on the other side of the hall from where you were at you don,t call that staying away from you?plus

2)all the simchas that i have to miss because of you you don,t call that staying away from you?plus

3)when i am at kahans grocery store paying for the groceries that i have to do because of you & you are there standing right next to me as i am at the counter paying for the groceries(which as you know i have to do that because of you)you call that staying away from me?plus

4)when you were following me around all over the place at the chasuna of baumgarten to moskowitz you call that staying away from me?

noson if you can get back to me with an answer to all of these questions that i just asked you now.

menachem piekarski

article #47(continued from article # 45)

friday jan 18th 2013   9.18am the 3 people that i have on this site mainly saadia hershkop, noson ezagui & this other guy that i am still trying to get identified here are a couple of pictures of them.

in this picture below saadia hershkop is the guy on the left side of the picture with the white shirt & black hat.

 in this picture below i still don,t know his name yet he is the guy in the greyish shirt talking on his cell phone.

 here is another picture of the same guy that i am trying to get identified.in this picture below he is on the other side of the room.he & saadya  hershkop tried to attack me outside at silmans lchaim(i spoke about it in article #44 & 45)

this picture below noson ezagui is the guy in the grey suit in the center of the picture

 here is another picture of noson ezagui also in the grey suit in the center of the picture.

now these 3 people mainly noson ezagui, saadya hershkop & the other guy that i am trying to get identified anytime i go to a simcha if i have the slightest suspicion that they are going to be there then i am not going to go.no matter how close i am to the family the only time i will go is if i know 100% that they are not going to be there.

i can not fight back & everytime i leave my house i take the risk that nobody is going to use their hands on me & because the police are not going to protect me from them  the only option i have is not to go to  the simcha if i know that they are going to be there

these 3 people(the 3 people on this site)are very dangerous people & because the police are not going to do anything to protect me from them the only option i have is not to go to the simcha if i know that they are going to be there.

i always knew that noson & saadya were good friends(i have seen them many times together)until the incident 3 weeks ago at silmans lchaim i thought that it was just a group of people that don,t want to have anything to do with me & noson being the guy that likes to use his hands on me.besides the incident 3 weeks ago at silmans lchaim the only other time that i had an incident with saadya hershkop was when he threw me out of his sisters lchaim.other than that i never had an incident with him.i see him all the time in 770 & at simchas in crown heights but i never felt threatened by him.i knew that he didn,t want to have anything to do with me but i never suspected him that he would try to attack me like he & his other friend tried to do to me a couple of weeks ago at silmans lchaim.until the incident a couple of weeks ago i thought that it was just a group of people that don,t want to have anything to do with me & with noson being the only one in the group that likes to use his hands on me.but after the incident almost 3 weeks ago i realized that this is a group of people that work together to attack me & use their hands on me whenever they get a chance without getting caught & because of that any simcha that i go to if i have the slightest suspicion that they are going to be there then i am not going to go until i get an order of protection against them.

last week one of the lchaims that i was at last week i did not know that noson was going to be there so when noson came in i got very scared & started screaming.i don,t know if he was going to do anything to me at the lchaim last week but he was passing very close to where i was at & i got very frightened when he passed very close to where i was at & that,s the reason why i got so frightened.one of my friends told him to stay away from me then after one of my friends told him to stay away from me he was walking in the direction towards me so seeing how he was walking towards me after one of my friends  told him to stay away from me that,s when i really started screaming really loud because he was walking in the direction towards me after one of my friends told him to stay away from me & that,s when i started screaming really loud.the truth is i was screaming even before one of my friends spoke to him but seeing how he was walking towards me after one of my friends told him to stay away from me that,s when i started screaming really loud even louder than before.but i don,t know if he was planning to do anything to me at this lchaim.maybe he just wanted some coffee(because i was standing near the coffee machine when noson walked towards me so maybe he just wanted to have some coffee)but seeing how he was passing close to where i was at & then walking in the direction towards me after one of  my friends told him to stay away from me i was standing near the coffee machine when this happened so maybe he had no intention of doing anything to me & just wanted to have some coffee.i don,t know.now if he had no intention of doing anything to me & just wanted to be there to have some coffee then i owe noson all the apologies in the world for screaming like that but if he was planning to do something to me then that,s a different story.

now seeing how noson was walking in the direction towards me after one of my friends told him to stay away from me i am going to assume that noson had no intention of doing anything to me at the lchaim & that maybe he just wanted to have some coffee which was right next to me when this happened.

now assuming that noson had no intention of doing anything to me at this lchaim i am going to apologize for the way i screamed like that assuming that he had no intention of doing anything to me.but the 3 people that i have on this site(noson & the 2 others)anytime i go to a simcha i really need somebody to make sure that they don,t come anywhere near me & because finding somebody to do that for me is not so easy that,s the reason why i have no choice but not to go to a simcha if i suspect that they are going to be there plus i also need somebody to either drive me or walk me home after the simcha because even if they don,t bother me at the simcha they might decide to attack me on my way home & thats, the reason why i am not going to be able to go to too many simchas now.because i need somebody to walk me or drive me home after the simcha just in case they decide to attack me on my way home.i would like to go to the simchas again but unless i feel really safe going there it doesn,t look like i will be able to do too many simchas now because of this.

this past tuesday jan 15th i was at kahans grocery store when i saw noson there.he came in after me as soon as he came into kahans he said hello to me(i was there before him).i don,t mind if he says hello to me.if he wants say hello to me that,s fine.that,s ok i don,t mind him saying hello to me.that,s fine.there was this little baby in a stroller near the counter that i was at paying for my groceries.now as i was at the counter paying for my groceries noson went over & started playing with this little baby that was in the stroller near the counter that i was at.ok he didn,t do anything to me & i had no problems with him being there the only thing is that when he started playing with this little baby in the stroller near the counter i was allready there paying for my groceries & i got very frightened because he was right there next to me as i was paying for my groceries.the thing is that if he would have either waited until i finish paying for my groceries & away from the counter or taken the baby to a different area of the store & played with the baby there i would have been alot happier if he would have done it that way instead of frightening me by playing with the baby near the counter that i was at.when he started playing with the baby the cashier was allready taking care of me at the counter when he started playing with the baby there.when i got to the counter if i would have seen noson there playing with the baby i would have gone to the other counter but since the cashier was allready taking care of me when noson started playing with the baby there it was too late for me to go to the other counter & pay for it there.ok he didn,t do anything to me there but if he would have either waited until i am finished paying for the groceries at the counter or played with the baby in a different area of the store i would have been alot happier if he would have done it that way instead of frightening me like that.

menachem piekarski.(continues with article #48)