mechilah
monday july 15th 2013 erev
tisha bav 12.00am one of the things that I did this past year when I
publicized the names of one of my victims I would like to apologize
for doing that.there are alot of families who used to be my good
friends & these families who used to be my good friends now don,t
want to have anything to do with me anymore because of that &
from all the friends that I lost because of that I realize now how
wrong it was for me to do something like that & I am really very
sorry for doing something like that.i am really very sorry for doing
something like this & it,s not going to happen again.this is
something that I really should not have done & I am really very
sorry for doing it.
But let me just give you the reason why
I did that.noson ezagui the son of shlomo & sheina 1227 president
apt 2c whenever I see him someplace like at a simcha or any other
place he is always harrasing me & following me around wherever I
go & no matter how much I try to stay away from him he is always
following me around wherever I go no matter how much I try to stay
away from him.& he has used his hands on me a couple of times
also.
I tried to get an order of protection
against him but I wasn,t able to.so I figured that maybe if I speak
about something that he doesn,t want me speaking about then maybe he
will think twice before coming near me again & that,s the reason
why I did that.
Now the reason why it was wrong of me
to do that is for 2 different reasons.
1)because when I publicized the names
of one of my victims I was reminding him of what I once used to do to
him many years ago plus
2)i was hurting one person because of
something that somebody else is doing to me.like I will go & hurt
reuven because of something that shimon did to me.so here I am
hurting somebody else because of something that noson is doing to me.
& that,s the reason why it was
wrong of me to do that.like I am going to hurt one person because of
something that somebody else is doing to me & that,s the reason
why it was wrong of me to do that.
Now the person where I publicized his
name as one of my victims I really want to ask you mechilah for doing
that & it,s not going to happen again.but let me just tell you
the reason why I did that.
There are 37 people on JCW(jewish
community watch)& I am one of them.does noson go around attacking
& beating up the other 36 people on JCW?i mean if noson went
around doing this to the other 36 people also then I can understand
him doing this to me.
First of all there are alot of things
that happen to be in my favor & if you go to article #46
everything that I spoke about in article #46 happens to be in my
favor but on top of everything that I spoke about in article #46 that
happens to be in my favor does noson go around doing this to the
other 36 people also?
I am not asking meir seewald to remove
me from his site.even though at one time I did ask him to remove me
from his site I am not asking him to remove me from his site.
I am not asking anybody to let me go
near their kids.anybody that feels that I am a threat to little kids
they are doing the right thing not letting me go near them.
I am not asking anybody to be my
friend.anybody who feels that I am not the right person to be friends
with & they don,t want to have anything to do with me that,s fine
& I have nothing against you for it.
All I am asking is that you do not
harrass me & as long as you do not harrass me then I have nothing
against you as long as you do not harrass me.
Now once again it was really very wrong
of me to publicize the names of one of my victims but I just wanted
to let you know what caused me to do that.
Now if noson comes over to me
apologizes to me for harrasing me & tells me that he is not going
to do it again then I will be more than happy to remove him from this
site.that,s all he has to do to be removed from this site.
All he has to do is come over to me
apologize to me for harrasing me & tell me that he is not going
to do it again & I am going to remove him from this site as soon
as he does that.
There are 37 people on JCW & I am
one of them.does noson do this to the other 36 people also?
As soon as noson comes over to me
apologizes to me for harrasing me & tells me that he is not going
to do it again & I will remove him from this site as soon as he
does that for me.
Menachem piekarski.