Article #145

Touching me

Tuesday march 8th 2022 2.45am All the people that are against me i want them staying away from me.all the people that are against me they are frightening me every time they come near me.all the people that are against me everytime they come near me even if they don,t do anything to me they are frightening me everytime they come near me even if they don ,t do anything to me.

Now let,s say somebody comes over to me to open up his big mouth to me like he just come,s over to me opens up his big mouth to me but he doesn,t touch me or do anything to me even that is frightening me.like if somebody comes near me to open up his big mouth to me his big mouth doesn,t bother me at all.you want to open up your big mouth to me fine do it but keep your distance from me.the fact that you don,t want other people to know about your relatrionship with me so you come close to me so that others should not hear what you are saying to me so you come close to me so only i will hear what you have to say and you don,t want others to know about your relationship with me(which is the reason why you come close to me so others won,t hear what you are saying to me)well that,s your problem not mine.besides if i really was just as bad as you say i am then why are you so much concerned if other people know about your relationship with me?if i really was just as bad as you say i am then why are you so much concerned if other people hear what you are saying to me?but that is your problem.not mine.

If you want to open up your big mouth towards me you can do it from the distance and i don,t care if others hear what you are saying to me.the fact that you don,t want others to hear what you are saying to me shows that you know what you are doing is not right.because if you felt that you are doing the right thing opening up your big mouth to me like that then you have nothing to be embarrassed about if everybody sees it.but that is your problem.not mine.

Now one of the people that is against me everytime he sees me someplace he always opens up his big mouth towards me and he does it in such a way that other people will not notice it.which frightens me because i really don,t want him near me but as long as he doesn,t touch me or do anything to me i won,t do anything about it but he is frightening me everytime he comes near me even if he doesn,t touch me or do anything to me.

Now this past thursday night i was in 770 around 11.00pm.he came over to me in 770 this past thursday night opened up his big mouth towards me like he usually does and touched me on my right shoulder.i felt like screaming for help but since he usually doesn,t use his hands on me i decided to let it go and not do anything about it.24 hours later i was at rivkins sholom zochor at yanky feligs house it was very crowded at the sholom zochor.as i was leaving i had no choice but to pass close to him because of how crowded it was.as i passed him and i was leaving when i passed him

HE HIT ME IN THE BACK!!!!!

It didn,t really hurt me that much but since it,s the 2nd time in 24 hours that he touched me that is what got me all shaken up.now let me just say something here.

IF YOU WANT TO OPEN UP YOUR BIG MOUTH TOWARDS ME EVERYTIME YOU SEE ME SOMEPLACE THAT IS NOT SO BAD BUT WHEN YOU HIT ME IN THE BACK FRIDAY NIGHT AT RIVKINS SHOLOM ZOCHOR THIS IS THE 2ND TIME THAT YOU DID IT IN 24 HOURS!IF YOU CONTINUE TO USE YOUR HANDS ON ME LIKE THE 2 TIMES THAT YOU DID IT WITHIN THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS  YOU ARE GOING TO BE IN ALOT OF TROUBLE IF YOU CONTINUE TO DO THAT!!!!IF YOU WANT TO OPEN UP YOUR BIG MOUTH TOWARDS ME THAT IS NOT SO BAD BUT IF YOU DONT STOP USING YOUR HANDS ON ME THEN YOU ARE GOING TO BE IN ALOT OF HOT WATER IF YOU DONT STOP USING YOUR HANDS ON ME LIKE THAT!!!!!!!

Today monday i saw him in 770 mincha time 3.15pm.he opened up his big mouth towards me like he usually does but he did not use his hands on me today monday at mincha time.so since he did not use his hands on me again when i saw him in 770 today monday mincha time 3.15pm i decided to be nice to him and not put his name here.this has a  very connection to simchas torah because he used his hands on me as i was leaving rivkins sholom zochor.

Since the incident on simchas torah i have been harrased many times since then but this is the first time that somebody used his hands on me since the incident on simchas torah.this idiot that used his hands on me twice within the past couple of days the reason i am not putting his name here is because he has alot of friends who i am close with and if i put his name here then his friends which are also my friends won,t have anything to do with me anymore if i put his name here that is why i am not putting his name here.but if he continues to use his hands on me then i will have no choice but to do whatever i have to do  to stop him from using his hands on me even if it means me losing a couple of friends because of that.today monday i saw him in 770 micha time 3.15pm and he did not use his hands his hands on me when i saw him in 770 today monday mincha time 3.15pm and that is the only why i am not putting his name here.ok i have to go to sleep now.

Menachem piekarski.