Article #105(continued from article #104)

Inconsistencies

the abuse that my father did to me

Friday june 1st 2018 3.15am  This is a continuation of what i spoke about in article #104. Some people
are trying to convince me to forgive my father for what he did to me.now all those that are trying to conv
ince me to forgive my father for what he did to me i have alot of good things to say about my father too.

Now if i look only at the bad things my father did to me then of course i will end up hating my father
because i am looking only at the bad things he did to me but if i look only at the good things my father
did for me then of course i will end up liking my father because i am looking only at the the good things
he did for me.i have alot of good things to say about my father & looking at the good things my father did
for me i give my father full credit for all the good things he did for me & looking at the good things my
father did for me he gets full credit for all the good things he did for me.now all the good things my father
did for me i have alot of respect for him for the good things he did for me but the harm my father did to
me is much more than the good he did for me.lets say you have a scale.on one side of the scale is all
the good things my father did for me & on the other side of the scale is all the bad things my father did to
me the side of the scale which has all the bad things my father did to me will easily outweigh all the
good my father did for me.if you have on one side of the scale all the bad things my father did to me &
on the other side of the scale all the good things my father did for me the side of the scale with all the
bad things my father did to me will easily outweigh all the good my father did for me.

Now looking also at the good things my father did for me maybe i can just speak about some of the
harm my father did to me & how the abuse my father did to me really messed up my life. maybe i can
speak about that also & i will tell you now what happened.

i am the 2nd oldest of 11 children.i look much younger but i am 51 years old turning 52 this coming
summer.my brother chaim he is the oldest i am the 2nd oldest my sister devorah kreiman from los
angeles is the 3rd oldest with 8 siblings younger than mrs kreiman.

Now like i said i am looking also at the good things my father did for me but the harm my father did to
me easily outweighs the good he did for me.when i lived in my parents house under my parents support

my father had a very abusive policy on me.if i would complain to my parents against any of my siblings
my parents would say to me like this.if you don,t like something here then you can leave.if any of my
siblings would complain to my parents against me i would always get into trouble for it.all of my siblings
know that they have the full freedom of starting up with me with absolutely no fear of getting into trouble
at all.some of my siblings took advantage of that & started up with me because they knew that they
were not going to get into trouble for it.this is called preferential treatment which means 2 people that
don,t get along & somebody who is in charge of both of them gives preferential treatment to one of
them over the other one.

Then i had problems with my father that had nothing to do with any of my 10 siblings.my father would
ask me a question that had different answers depending upon the situation.so i tried explaining to my
father that it depends upon the situation.in this situation it is this answer & in that situation it is that
answer.but my father would not let me explain that to him.my father would ask me to give him one
answer.then he would say that i refused to answer his question.then when i complained about how i am
being treated he would say to me like this.menachem you are over 18 years old i don,t have to support
you anymore if you don,t like something here then you can leave.

When i left my parents house 26 years ago at age 25 let me tell you what happened that day.the day i
left my parents house.it was shabbos by day.we were having the shabbos by daytime meal my father
started up with me at the shabbos table on front of my little siblings.the youngest one was a little baby
at that time.my father started up with me at the shabbos table on front of all of my siblings.this time i
had it enough i got violent took the lachteh that was on the shabbos table & smashed it on the floor.all
of my little siblings got frightened & started crying.my father then called the cops on me.when the
police arrived my father dropped the charges against me & that is the only reason why i was not
arrested.because my father dropped the charges against me.my father told everybody in my family
about how i smashed the lachteh on the floor & for several years after that i carried a bad name in my
family as the menachem that threw the lachteh.

I left my parents house not knowing what  was going to be with me.i just packed my things headed to
770 not knowing what was going to be with me.baruch hashem i got help right away & managed to get a
roof over my head.i was very close to becoming homeless.baruch hashem i got help right away & that
is the only reason why i now have a roof over my head.how i got help is a little personal but it was a
ness min hashomayim that i did manage to get a roof over my head.

3 days after i left my parents house my father called me up he was upset at me because i told people
that he threw me out.he then tells me that i am welcome to come to the house anytime i like & that i had
better stop telling people that he threw me out.this was 3 days after i left the house.my father then starts
calling me up all the time asking me to visit the family.at that time caller id was not so popular back then
so i had no idea who was calling me back then.now with caller id around i know who is calling so i can
decide weather to answer the phone or not.but caller id was not so popular back then.with all the phone
calls that i was getting from my father asking me to visit my family i decided to spend some time with
my family because of all the phone calls that i was getting from my father asking me to visit my family
again.spending time with my family my father continued to bully me in the house even though i was
there only for a visit.my father continued to start up with me even though i was there only for a visit &
when i complained about how he was treating me he would tell me that if i don ,t like something here i
can leave.eventually i stopped visiting my family & closed off the relationship with my father because of
how he was bullying me when i was there for a visit.

Now when i left my parents house 26 years ago at age 25 i was very depressed not only because of
what he did to me in the house but also because of all those phone calls that i was getting from my
father asking me to visit the family.being very depressed i thought that maybe if i start molesting children
that things would go better for me if i start molesting children.that is what went through my mind when i
left my parents house 26 years ago at age 25.& that is how i got into the mess that i am in right now.

Now when my father bullied me in the house he did not know that this was going to cause me to molest
children but he knew that it was going to get me depressed.maybe he did not know that it was going to
cause me to molest the kids but he knew that it was going to get me depressed.

Now like i said at the beginning of this article my father gets full credit for all the good things he did for
me but the bad that he did  to me which is

1)giving preferential treatment to his 10 other kids over me plus

2)saying things to me like that i am over 18 years old he doesn,t have to support me anymore & if i
don,t like something in this house i can leave plus

3)all those phone calls that i got from my father asking me to visit the family so he can bully me more
when i am in this house

4)got me very depressed & because of the depression that i was suffering from caused me to molest
the kids

all of this outweighs by far the good my father did for me & that is the reason why i am blaming my
father for everything that i have to go through right now because of jcw.because if my father would have
taken better care of me than he did my life would have been a whole lot happier than it is at right now &
i never would have had to go through everything that i have to go through right now because of jcw.&
that is the reason why i am blaming my father now for everything that i have to go through right now
because of jcw.

Now comes a little different topic.a little different topic & here it is.everything my father did to me the way it affected me by causing me to molest the kids & everything that i have to go through right now because of jcw that is one thing but let me speak about a couple of inconsistencies that i noticed in my father.the way it affected me by causing me to molest the kids & everything that i have to go through now because of jcw that is one thing but let me speak about a couple of inconsistencies that i noticed in my father.

1)when he gave preferential treatment to my 10 other siblings over me if he wants he can say that his
10 other kids are more important to him than i am.ok but in that case why does he want me back in the
house if i am not as important to him as his 10 other kids?plus

2)when i told people that he threw me out it may not have been that much the truth but it was not that
much of a lie either because of all the times that he said to me that i am over 18 years old he does not
have to support me anymore if i don,t like something in the house then i can leave & when he says
things like that to me that is a form of throwing me out.it might not be the same thing as physically
throwing me out but it is a form of throwing me out when he says things like that to me.plus a year
before i left he did throw me out a year before i left but took me back in that evening so when i told
people that he threw me out while it might not have been the 100% truth it was not that much of a lie
either.plus

3)when i smashed the lachteh on the floor he told everybody in my family about it.he told everybody in
my family how i frightened my little siblings by smashing the lachteh on the floor.ok understandable but
in that case then why does he want me back in the house then if i am such a violent person?3 days
after this happened he called me up asking me to visit the family.fine if i am such a violent person then
why does he want me back in the house if i am such a violent person?

4)when my father called me up asking me to visit the family he can say that he is mochel me for
smashing the lachteh on the floor but in that case why did he tell everybody in the family about it if he
is mochel me for it?

If my father can get back to me with an answer to everything that i spoke about in this article.

Now like i said at the begining of the article my father gets full credit for all the good he did for me but
everything that i spoke about in this article by far outweighs all the good he did for me.

Now as time goes on i am going to be speaking about this more & more & more as time goes on.

Menachem piekarski.(continues with article #106)

Article #104(continued from article #103)

Inconsistencies

Wednesday may 30th 2018 11.00pm   this is a continuation of what i spoke about in article #103.now
if you go to jewishcommunitywatch.org on the home page you go to the area of about us once you are
at the area of about us you go to FAQ which stands for frequently asked questions.once you are at
FAQ(frequently asked questions)there are a whole bunch of questions that people have asked on that
page & the answer that meir seewald gave them.now some of the questions that were asked there &
the answers that meir seewald gave them i would like to go over some of  those questions & the
answers that meir seewald gave them.here they are

Q: Is JCW trying to bring shame to the Frum world?

A: No. In fact, those involved with JCW work with the intention of improving the Frum world. As an
organization, we feel that every community has its issues and as members of the community we are
responsible to protect those that are the most vulnerable. We take every precaution to not bring stories to the
media or other outlets that have demonstrated an intentionally negative association with the Frum world in
the past. However, there is no doubt that the benefit of publication and exposure of potential threats to the
community outweighs the potential risk associated with the same measures.

Meir i hope you don,t mind if i ask you something here if you don,t mind answering this for me.i hope
you don,t mind answering this for me but maybe i can ask you something if it doesn,t bother you to
explain this to me.you have 168 people on the wall of shame & with 168 people on the wall of shame
you are saying now that you are not trying to bring shame to the frum world.whew a guy has 168
people on his website & here he is saying that he is not trying to bring shame to the frum world.whew.
meir maybe i can speak to you like a friend.here i am going to speak to you like a friend now.i am going
to speak to you like a friend now.if you can explain to me how you can have 168 people on the wall of
shame & at the same time say that you are not trying to bring shame to the frum world if you can
explain something like that to me i would like to see you do it.whew.ok time to go now to some of the
other questions that people asked him on that page & how he answered it

Q: Have you ever exposed someone wrongfully?

A: No.

Meir a couple of years ago daniel granovetter who was falsely accused of molesting children you had
him on the wall of shame till he was found innocent in court.& you never even apologized to him for
that.so here you are saying that you never exposed someone wrongfully.So when you had daniel
granovetter on the wall of shame & now you are saying that you never exposed someone wrongfully
if you can explain to me how you never exposed someone wrongfully when i remember how you had
daniel granovetter on the wall of shame if you can explain something like that to me then i would like to
see you do it.ok time to now look at some of the other questions that people asked meir seewald & how
he answered it.

Q: What if you post someone on the Wall of Shame and then the evidence shows that the accused is
innocent?

A: The person’s information would be removed from the site and JCW would post an apology.

The procedure and regulations that JCW has in place makes it virtually impossible for this to happen. In the
unlikely scenario that this does happen, JCW will report that the person was innocent and he/she will be
removed from the Wall of Shame and the newsblog. If there was a JCW investigation and it was determined
that false testimony was provided, JCW will expose the people who lied and their accomplices. JCW will also
write a public letter of apology to the innocent person and assist the wrongfully accused in any way possible.

Meir you never apologized to daniel granovetter for putting him on the wall of shame

Q: Has JCW ever been brought to a Beis Din?

A: No.

Yanky prager who works for jcw 6 years ago in 2012 i took him to a din torah 6 years ago in 2012 &
he never showed up.i just put up a copy of the siruv several hours ago.

Now as time goes on i am going to be talking about this more & more & more as time goes on.

Menachem piekarski.(continues with article #105)

Article #103

inconsistencies

Wednesday may 30th 2018  6.00am Lets say somebody tells me something & i happen to disagree with
what he says but lets say this person is consistent in what he says to me.meaning that he keeps his
word on what he says.then i say to myself like this.ok i don,t agree with what he says but at least he is
consistent. Meaning that he keeps his word on what he says.but lets say this person is inconsistent
with what he says.meaning that one time he says one thing & then another time he says something that
is not consistent with what he said a different time then i know that he is not sincere in what he says.

Now the people that are against me because of what i once did to kids i have seen alot of
inconsistencies in them.the people that are against me because of what i once did to kids i have seen
alot of inconsistencies in them.i am going to show you some of the inconsistencies in them.

The person who maasered on me to meir seewald to put me on the wall of shame i can not say his
name out because if i do then i am publicizing the names of one of my victims if i do that but let me
show you one inconsistency that i saw in his family.when he(the one who maasered on me to meir
seewald to put me on the wall of shame)was only 10 years old his father caught me molesting him
when he was only 10 years old.when his father caught me me doing it then he made me stay away
from him.understandable.he(the father)caught me molesting his 10 year old he made me stay away
from him.i can understand that.2 years later when this son became bar mitzvah his parents invited me
to his bar mitzvah.his parents(the parents of the one that i molested)invited me to his bar mitzvah & i
was there at his bar mitzvah.i was there.after his bar mitzvah his parents invited me into their house
after his bar mitzvah.now when his parents invited me into the house after his bar mitzvah i figured
molesting a child is not so bad & that is what caused me to do it to him  again when he was 15.my
mind went like this.his father who caught me molesting him when he was only 10 years old invited me
back into the house after his bar mitzvah i don,t think that molesting a child is such a bad thing because
if molesting a child is such a bad thing then why am i still welcome into his parents house after his
father caught me doing it when he was only 10 years old?this is what went through my mind when i
molested him again when he was 15.because if molesting a child is such a bad thing then why did his
parents invite me into his house after his father caught me molesting him when he was only 10 years
old?& that is what caused me to molest him again when he was 15.

Now when his parents invited me back into their house after his bar mitzvah the reason they invited
me back in is because the parents themselves didn,t realize how serious it is to molest a kid.so if the
parents themselves didn,t realize how serious it is to molest a child then how was i suposed to realize
how serious it is to molest a child if the parents themselves didn,t realize how serious it is to molest a
child?the parents are expecting me to do something that they themselves didn,t do.

Here i am going to imitate the father of the one that i molested.the father who caught me molesting his
son when he was only 10 years old i am going to imitate the father of the one that i molested.

THE REASON I INVITED MENACHEM INTO MY HOUSE AFTER MY SONS BAR MITZVAH IS
BECAUSE I MYSELF DIDNT REALIZE HOW SERIOUS IT IS TO MOLEST A CHILD.BUT EVEN
THOUGH I MYSELF DIDNT REALIZE HOW SERIOUS IT IS TO MOLEST A CHILD I STILL
EXPECTED MENACHEM TO REALIZE HOW SERIOUS IT IS TO MOLEST A CHILD EVEN
THOUGH I MYSELF DIDNT REALIZE HOW SERIOUS IT IS MYSELF!!!!!!!!!

Now meir seewald he can say that the parents did realize how serious it is to molest a child but
decided to invite me over anyways which i know is not the case.the reason the parents invited me back
into the house after his bar mitzvah is because the parents themselves didn,t realize how serious it is to
molest a child.& i know that that is the case.i know it for a fact that that is the case.but if meir seewald
wants to say that the parents did realize how serious it is to molest a child then in that case the parents
are also at fault for inviting me back into the house after the father caught me doing it when he was only
10 years old.i know that,s not the case.the reason i was invited into the house after his bar mitzvah is
because the parents themselves didn,t realize how serious it is to molest a child.so if the parents
themselves didn,t realize how serious it is to molest a child then how was i supposed to realize how
serious it is to molest a child if the parents themselves didn,t realize how serious it is to molest a child.
the parents expected me to do something that they themselves didn,t do.& that is what caused me to
molest him again when he was 15.because i saw how his parents invited me into the house after his
bar mitzvah when his father caught me doing it when he was only 10 years old.

Also another thing.when i molested him again when he was 15 he told me then that he was molested
also when he was in 7th grade.i remember him telling me how he was molested when he was in 7th
grade.i remember him telling me about it when i molested him again when he was 15.now to the person
who maasered on me to meir seewald to put me on the wall of shame i can not say his name out
because if i do then i am publicizing the names of one of my victims if i do that the person who molested
you when you were in 7th grade did you maaser on him also to meir seewald to put him on the wall of
shame the same way you did it to me?the person who molested you when you were in 7th grade is that
person also on the wall of shame the same way that i am there?the person who molested you when
you were in 7th grade do you have the same relationship with him that you have with me?i remember
him telling me how he was molested also when he was in 7th grade.i remember him telling me about it
when i molested him again at age 15.the person that molested you in 7th grade is he also on the wall of
shame just like me?do you have the same relationship with him that you have with me?

Now as time goes on i am going to be talking about this more & more & more as time goes on.

Menachem piekarski.(continues with article #104)

Article #102

Yossi stern

mendy ezagui

Tuesday may 8th 2018 2.00pm Yesterday monday i had a very frightening incident yesterday monday
.i was on albany ave in between union st & eastern parkway.that criminal terrorist yossi stern sent his
dog after me.i crossed the street to avoid yossi stern & his dog.yossi stern & his dog did not follow me
across the street but that criminal terrorist yossi stern yelled out to me molester as i was crossing the
street to avoid yossi stern & his dog.that is how i know that he sent his dog after me.because he yelled
out to me molester as i crossed the street to avoid him & his dog.if yossi stern would not have said
anything to me then i would have thought that his loose dog has nothing to do  with me but with how
he yelled out to me molester that is how i know that he sent his dog after me.

The police van that is parked near the museum across the service lane from the museum until a couple
of months ago the big mobile vehicle used to  be there but it hasn,t been there for a couple of months
now since before purim i tried to make a report there but they refused to accept my complaint against
yossi stern.they told me that i should have called the police right away instead of  waiting & making the
report the next day.that is what the cops in the police van told me.they also told me that the dog did not
cause me any injuries.that is what the cops in the van told me.

Now let me just say something here.i have complete bitachon in the aibishteh that everything that
happens to a person is bashert min hashomaim & if it,s bashert min hashomaim that i should have to
live in such fear like this then i guess i have no choice but to live in such  fear like this.unfortunately the
law does not protect me from things like this which is the only reason why this criminal terrorist yossi
stern is able to get away with things like that.but let me just tell you something yossi stern.you are going
to be burning in gehinom for what you did to me yesterday. the aibishteh saw it & you are going to be
burning in gehinom for  what you did to me yesterday.

Right now i am still traumatized by the incident yesterday with that criminal terrorist yossi stern but as
soon as i feel better i am going to be talking about this a whole lot more as soon as i feel better.i am still
very terrified by the incident that i had yesterday with yossi stern but i am going to be speaking about
this a whole lot more as soon as i feel better.just wait till i feel better i am going to be speaking about this
a whole lot more as soon as i feel better.

Also another thing.33 year year old mendy ezagui the son of yankel & leah 706 eastern parkway apt 6a
the incident that i had with him on purim 2 months ago when he frightened me by coming head on at
me 2 months ago on purim at that time i was nice to him & decided not to put his name here but i am
now publicizing mendy ezagui,s name also because of the incident yesterday with yossi stern.

Menachem piekarski.