article #40

TSHUVAH

sunday aug 19th 2012   12.51am   i am really very depressed right now but even though i am very depressed   i decided to do it anyways even though i am very depressed.what i have decided to do now it is really very dificult for me to do this but i decided to do it anyways even though it,s very dificult for me to do this.

even though i am very depressed i have to learn to forgive all those that have hurt me & because i have to learn to forgive i have decided to do 2 things.the 2 things that i have decided to do these 2 things are both very dificult for me to do but because i have to learn to forgive i decided to do these 2 things anyways even though i am very depressed.the 2 things that i decided to do are

1)all those that have hurt me until now i am mochel them for what they have done to me & because of that i decided to remove everybody that has been on this site until now.plus

2)all those that i have hurt i would like to ask them all for mechilah for what i have done to them & if there is anything that i can do to make sholom with them let me know.

now really i am very depressed right now but because we are in the month of elul & i have to learn to forgive i decided to do it anyways even though i am very depressed

KSIVAH VACHASIMAH TOVAH LSHONO TOVAH UMESUKAH

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